Mixed Emotions
Overwhelmed by the amt of deaths over the last two weeks. Headlines after headlines of increasing death toll :( It is very saddening, though I was never there to witness the scene nor actually experience a cyclone or earthquake :/But looking at the pictures... is saddening enough.

It is bad enough that a cyclone hit them, but Junta still would not allow foreign aid into their country, just waiting for the death toll to increase and increase. Honestly, I dont know why that are so resistant, but all i know is that they are so unreasonable. To the extent of sending a flight of foreign aid workers back.

Why are the children the ones being buried alive? Plus, most of them are the only child, thanks to China's one child policy :( Wonder how parents of only-child will feel. To lose their only child. To a earthquake. To a substandard building.

Maybe this is a way of controlling the high population there. Like what we learn in Human Geog (haha).

1. Increase in pop 2. Too many people 3. Disaster comes 4. People dies 5. Pop decreased 6. Slowing increase 7. Too many people again 8. cycle repeats

I kinda believe this is a good way to keep population in control? Just that.. it is too cruel. Way too cruel. If it is the entire family is killed by disaster, it will be way better than just the kid or one of the parents staying alive.

"Never take things for granted"

How true, & yet not many people give second thought to the above sentence :(

Just hope things get better, more survivors from the earthquake and cyclone, and better post-disaster relief plans by the gov.

Okay, getting too emo.


Moving on, it's May and I dont know where did time go :(

PS: I received an exhilarating phone call from faraway land just now. My heart skips a million beatsssss. Happy si lerrr. Omgxzxz, faints happily (: