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But I can feel my heart open againIt's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken hearts |
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heyyss currently wating for superstar de results to be out. LOL junyang and kelly!!! they rock los! junyang so shuai!! smile until so nice los!!!!!!! TOP TEN THINGS I MISS THE MOST: 1o) i acutally miss talking to puiyin everytime we go home together after sj LOL we`ll gossip and gossip lol very fun haha most of the time got kq but sometimes she not there cos she waiting for some other fren lol hui take 188 so she always not there cos we take 183=] 9) my 2o4o3 clique! -me liyi hui junling shuling huijie liping- bleahx. wun forget those days when the whole grp of us are together=]] miss them loads. going out with some of them on thurs=]] cool. onli see hui jl ly often cos same level=X 8) my long lost freedom=X i miss it like hell. sec 4 is work is so demanding. 7) when 1o4o2 always mix with 2o5o2 de pple LOL rmb they helped us do our noticeboardd=]] think tt`s when i get to noe scy better LOL 6) the old nh campus cos tt time mr Loh was the principal and not mr foo. mr loh soooo much better los. 5) the times i had with scy. miss it sometimes cos he can really make me laff and seems to forget my troubles at tt point of time=]] rmb tt last yr we went to ecp to celebrate both our birthdayy. had so much fun. laff aot alot=]] 4) the times when 2o4o3 or 3o7o4 need to prepare for competitions. we alwys last min but always managed to win sth de LOL think the times were really fun=]] 3) the old me. who dun lose temper so easilyy. victor told me my temper getting worse over the years=(( 2) sjabnhc!!!!!!!! miss the times with my sec 4 squadd. when we always go out to jec after sj on every sat. gossipp! =]] our part time jobs are to gossipp=]] and during sec 1.. when we always say fall out during pt but always nv=X miss those cadet life when we were ordered ardd. most impt! the number one i miss the most is........... 1) MY BELOVED SEC 2 SQUADD! they rawk man=]] miss having fun with them during parade. and scolding them for not cutting nails LOL miss them lots lots!!!!! kkae ttt`s all LOL oh ya. wanna thank kahhwee sinee yingqiu for their wonerful letters and sweets they gave me cos i`m leaving sj LOL they onli give to 5 sec 4 and so apprently i`m suppose to be honouredd. lol thnaks girls! rawk on! =]] grad night must show a mV by yr class. so our classs must take a video lol think it`ll be fun LOL can`t wait to film it lol went home whith ms leong ytd. cos we take same bus haha then she very nice to take.. we kept talking af talking bout almost everything lol. she`s nice haha had my oral ytd. ask u bout clown. pic was a clown in sch. 'why do u think the teachers wanna invite the clown to sch?' conversation: 'do u thinnk u`ll be bored during ur job in future?' wat the hell =_+ lucky mrs tan still got laff and smile haha  junyang! pic abit weird cos i cut away those pple beside him=X
heyys JUNYANG is frm NHSS band!! oh man. he came back to nh tt day!!! oh man. lots of lower sec girls went to get his photos and signature LOL then me and liyi went to see him. he is so goooood looking la but he is very short=X haha then wenlin managed to get a photo of his los!! oh my godd. we had inter-unit campfire ytd. was organised by girl guides. haha sch ends at 2 then the campfire starts at 6 LOL four hours to kill haha me and hui were in my class.. listening to jialiang mp3 cos he played it very very very loudly in class haha my class like having concert=X so 'hot' LOL kaiqi and puiyin went to bath loll then kaqi called me asking us to go down LOL she saw cy in sch LOL got a shock haha then took lift down with hui hui LOL we went down kaqi and py went up=X dots. went to canteen. saw cy cos he is in orange LOL bright orange LOL but he was alreadi leaving at the time we went down. he left then hui shouted bye LOL but think he onli saw hui and nort me LOL then went back to canteen adn sit and listen to MP3 with huihui haha then py used kq de mp3. onli to discover tt it has no batt LOL then she used kevin de mp3 LOL listen listen. then took out paper and started writing crap LOL hui was doing work. py was duno doing wat LOL i was staring into space=X then we started gosipping LOL tlaking bout this and tt haha kq lost her phone but dun seems anxious at all cos then she can get a new phone haha wat the hell los loll then went up to 4/3 to practice our song loll 'everything u do' haha yenteng played the guiter LOL cool man. haha vic jithin yitao and ast came!! whao. finally we got 4 guys loll campfire started at bout 7? was okie la. ncc de skit is the funniest i think LOL all the rest also quite nice LOL onli sj de seems very dull =X the whole thing ended at bout 845 haha went to canteen then got some aunties there dancing. one pink lady went like 'where is the officer?!' she say we were too noisy then went us out of sch. wat the hell. OUR SCHOOL LEHH. freakk. we left then we were making hell lot of noise before leaving LOL took 188 home with kevin jialiang and samuel LOL reached home bout 945 haha slept at 10 right after i bathed LOL too tired liao haha heyy short entry lol my testimonail: xinyi has acheived nth so far in the 4 years in NH expcept tt she totally loves her cca LOL who ask kam ask us to write testi oursleves! so dumbb and bhb los LOL heyys LOL i`m boredd. so bored from studying. haha die die die! i`m sick of studying!!! boredd. boredd. boredd. boredd. boredd. went IMM just now with mum bro and lunlun loll nth much la loll so many pple la. dumbb. everywhere also sooo many pple. I SAW MOTOROLA v3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wanna buy wanna buy wanna buy! mus persudae my dad to buy since my mum allow liao loll wed and fri 123o dimissed sch liao cos of 88th dinner and o level listening compre loll no time liao then the sch still half day half day. LAME! coming monday assembly frm 9 to 113o. lameshit. no lessons somemore. sit in hall listen to some crapp. haha i`m not going to sch los. like quite many pple not going loll lame los. alreadi haven finish so many lessons yet they go and remove one whole day of lessons. LAME! THE SCH IS SO LAME!! ANY P SIX KIDS PLS DO NOT GO TO NH! BAD CHOICE!!! loll i seriously dun like mr foo=X i nv talk to him!!! oh mann! I Swear(Frank J. Myers/Gary Baker) I see the questions in your eyes I know what's weighing on your mind But you can be sure I know my part 'Cause I'll stand beside you through the years You'll only cry those happy tears And though I'll make mistakes I'll never break your heart I swear By the moon and stars in the sky I'll be there I swear Like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there For better or worse Till death do us part I'll love you with every beat of my heart I swearI'll give you everything I can I'll build your dreams with these two hands We'll hang some memories on the wall And when there's silver in your hair You won't have to ask if I still care' Cause as time turns the page My love won't age at all I swear By the moon and stars in the sky I'll be there I swear Like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there For better or worse Till death do us part I'll love you with every beat of my heart I swearI swear By the moon and stars in the sky I'll be there I swear Like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there For better or worse Till death do us part I'll love you with every beat of my heart I swearI swear another ncie songg!! rawks mann=]] my dear maria wenlin is encouraging me to talk to him online=x loll kaiqi told me her msn nickk. almost pukedd. wat the hell. a pile of shitt. a big pile of shitt. now i`m more determined to go back for oTc. arrgghhx. i want go back oTc! damn sianx. sec 4 life kinda sarks. so much things to do but so little time=X i wan be smarterr=]] but kinda not possible loll radio playing collin raye de love me!!!!!! tt song totally rocks!!! heyy HCI SJAB clinched the champs!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh mann! though is nort my corps but still oh mann! zai la! whaulauu! when will nh be there?! loll nanhua must jiayous!!!!!!!!! we will be there!!! nh sj rawks! oh mann! i miss sj=X seriously. the tot of not being able to gossip after parades with the rest is so horrible!! i`m going back OTC! yea yea yea OTC OTC going back with py kq hh i think loll must go must go! if nort sjabnhc no officers liao. so must go! gonna help sj as much i could loll i love sjabnhc! nth to blogg bout liao loll just tt sjabnhc rawks!!!!!!!! mandy moore.crushh=]] Ooh ooh ooh You know everything i`m afraid of You do everything I wish I did Everybody wants you,everybody loves you I know I should tell you how I feel And I wish everytime you call me,I’m too scared to me And i`m too shy to say. Chorus: Ooh,i got a crush on you I hope you feel the way I do I get a rush when I’m with you Ooh,i`ve go a crush on you (crush on you ) You know i`m the one you can talk to And sometimes you tell me things that I don`t want to know I just want to hold you And you say exactly how you feel about her And I wonder,could you ever think of me that way Chorus Ooh.i wish I could tell somebody But theres no one to talk to Nobody knows I`ve got a crush on you A crush on you,i` ve got a crush on you You say everything that no one says (to me) But I feel everything you`re afraid to feel I will always want you,i will always love you loll nice songg=]] heyys i change my blogg layoutt! nice? words written by me! loll think it`s nice loll kkae i`m madd. haha qixinyi! loll qixin is my new eng partner loll ytd eng we destroyed each other papers by writting loads of crapp loll crazyy me and HER of cos loll feeling rottenn. cos of sth. sian. fine. i practise favoursim in sj eh? let it be ba. anw it`s not onli me who think those pple shld be promoted. NOT ONLI ME. gonna break down liao. oh man. i`m badd. apparently some pple thinks some ought to be promoted while some doesnt. aparently ranks mean a hell lot for them. wat can i say? i being scolded for being unfair. for liking pple who are enthu. a pile of shit. I HATE SUCK-UPs. i hate them. so stop saying i promoted pple cos they suck up to me. they dun. they`ve the potential. they take initiative. they can lead pple. how to lead pple when u are so quiet? i promoted them cos they are noisee? I DUN. u put in effort. yes i see tt. but isit enufff to prove to me ur leadership skills? no it is not! i`m not the onli who decide the list. sux sux sux. a big pile of shit. arrgghh. bad mood. heyys!! i miss sj i miss sj i miss sj i miss sj i miss sj i miss sj i miss sj i miss sj i miss sj i miss sj i miss sj i miss sji miss sj i miss sj i miss sj i miss sj i miss sj!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i miss sj like madd. oh mann today is acpc. wore full u and blarr. tok to squadd. loll crapped with them haha no more chance to crapp with them too liao haha then sat in audi. lame la. duno why go there so earlyy. wanted to take a photo of them in the room but the camera like cannot make it so i din take. loll audd is the chairman! congratss! =]] my successor is vivian and chee wee loll nort badd though haha hope they will bring the sec twos to greater heights!! ohh mann. below is my unhappiness bout ahemm. skipp it if u dun wish to see it=X she is so wat la. i duno wat but saw her today coming for acpc. din wanted to greet her. but sec 2 there. so must greet. watever. then her uniform sucks la. she actually told the sec 3 that we this batch of sec fours are not good. she even told the sec 3 tt our chairman is nort good. a pile of shitt. she toldd the sec 3 that she dun treat us as NCOs cause we dun deserved it. a pile of shit. excuse we also dun respect her as a mdm. she wanna be the biggest in nhsj. and dun wan us to go backk. a pile of shit! she think shes the biggest and many pple like her. we dun! at least tot she was nice then in the end? she always act big. this yr FAc said she will always come back to train the cadets for FAC. in the end? she came for like onli 2 times jus before the FAC. in the end we got to train them ourselves when our own knowledge is so limited. wat she promised? did she fulfil it? promises are not meant to be broken! everything we proposed she have got sth to say. what we wanna do also cannot. we plan stuff but in the end? she change it and stuff. so wat the point of us doing and coming up with new stufF? the corps is going downhill. partly cos of us. i swear i`ll come back to SJABNHC. i swear tt the corps will have wat they want. i`ll go back to stop someone frm stopping wat the NCOs want. i`ll go back to make sure the NCOs and cadets get the respect they deserve. they shall not be push ardd! they shall have their own say! not like us. dumbb. this is jus so dumbb. hope the sec three will learn to speak up for themselves. i miss da sec 4 lehh! went home with py then she msg me and told me tt it will be last time we`ll be going home together cos we onli got home tgt after sj mahh. so no more sj so tt means we cannot go home tgt! tt means we cannot tok on bus and gossipp! and talk bout hiM!! oh mann loll toking to py is so fun los loll she`ll always ask me 'why is life so weirdd' loll everytime i`ll have a hard time ans-ing tt loll anw puiyin rocks! kkae later she beome bigg headd. she alreadi got a bigg head loll oh mann. i cut myselff. loll by duno wat haha and it hurts! haha oh mann! i miss the sec 2 too!!!!!!!!! i miss the times when i crap with them.. and the footdrill and interacting loll so fun la. miss them los!!!!!!!!!!!! confirm will go back and see them loll love them=]] py asked me wat will i do if i noe he like someone else. my ans: i will go crazyy! kkae. like him too muchh liao loll din expect it thoughh loll I LOVE SJAB!!!!!!!!!! heyyss  whahahaha i think it`s so funny loll this is so funny lol!! nat com this coming sunday i think cos sec 2 and threes were asked to go loll but apparently onli 2 sec 2 want to go=X loll nvm at least got two loll saw pple playing football at the field in front of my hse todayy. they got no goal posts so they used to nike shoe boxes as their goal pots=X so funnyy loll HAPPY YOUTH DAY EVERYONE! a pile of shitt. another pile of shitt. many many piles of shitt! i still lackk of tt stupid couragee. A PILE OF SHITT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bleahh. badd mood. loll [updated on 3rd july] heyys loll went to sjab carnival! meet kq py at je at eleven. as usual! they late=X haha but used to it le. so nvm haha then reached hq at 12 like tt. found our stall. so small but so many pple. the new teacher there lehh! we so happy los cos is he ownself want to come de. so the three of us very happy. sjabnhc got hope liao! whoots! then went to toilet to find tt it was so damn cramped. then went back to looked the the diff booths. saw yifang chuihan and ruth. haha loll oh bought sweets for sec 2 and 3 loll nice us eh? walked around. saw wenxuan first. but too many pple liao. so din say hi. haha saw mingwei. said hi loll he looked the same from nco course haha loll then saw HIM! kaiqi shouted my name. puiyin shouted his name. and i ran away hahahaha puiyin scolded me cos she say i very badd. pple say hi i nv say hi back loll there`s a word in dict call SHY. hahaha loll then went up to hall. looked out of the window. the first person i saw was HIM. looked on. he walked away after a while haha loll continued looking on at those balloons tt flew up into the sky. so nice haha then talked to kahhwee rabbit sinee they all. haha then left at 3 plus haha board the mrt train. kaiqi rabbit and kahhwee are like aunties los!! 'got seat! quick go and sit!!' so aunties los! me and puiyin no face los. haha loll so dumbb. we were talking so loudly on the train los loll so bad of us haha but nvm. loll oh saw james there. raced them down the lift when leaving hq. but we lost cos we used the stairs loll then we left for mrt first but they reached first los. duno why loll tok to james and vic for a while then went back to find the rest. haha threw kq`s bag at her loll smsed on the train until phone almost flat. haha loll whootss. i miss sjab=X james: dun be sadd. cheer up! stay happy=]] vic: come back after o kkae? we all need you in sj. we must help to bring it up again. forgot to mention bout wat chia said to us on sj dayy. he said sjabnhc dropped in standardd. kept asking us 'where is nh now?!' then said tt now when pple mention sj will onli think of swiss cottage hwachong xinmin etc. he said wat nh used to be among the best but now. the standardd dropped and he was quite disappointedd. mention bout FAC.. being the last in everything but FAC wasn`t our fault los. we ourselves haven gone thru FAC before.. how do we know wat is expectedd? some mdm supposed to come and help train but in then end? she onli came for a few times just before the FAC. wateverr. nx he said bout the carnival tix. tt im gulity if cos i din sell at all=X felt damn badd when he said all these things. some sec 4 criedd. was kinda sad after wat mr chia said cos somehow we helped to bring it down instead of bringing it upp. rmb when we just took over, we swore tt we will make sj better than NCC. in the end? myabe wat vic said was rightt. maybe sj is falling cos each squad does`nt meet the standardds. i`m gulity of tt again.=X kinda sadd tt our last sj day ended on a sad note. when they cut the cake me and py were hiding at some other corner loll cos we dun want to get involvedd. fel they all came to talked to us and stuff. it`s nice having them ardd. at least you noe tt there`s someone to talk to if there`s a needd. haoguang`s msn was: nh sjab will be the best in s`pore under our future care. was soooo happy to see the nick los. although he still got one yr to take over but he alreadi tink of bringing sj up. bleahh. good man. i`m so happy after seeing his nickk. loll a pile of shitt. i jus needa courage to talk to him. heyys HAPPY ST JOHN DAY!! yea man. today is sj day. haha whoots. details wait till i`m free to blogg haha jus wanna say HE is going tmi to the carnival!! loll going with kq they all tml haha talk to py today. damn nice los. talked bout everything. so nice. loll |