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AO2 BLOG IS OUT!!

i mean the first three mth ao2. so jishen, get off our backs that u`re the REAL AO2.

get password and username from me(: and blog in it often! link is at the left of my blog!

i`m finally blogging after eons.

did yoga in the rain. me farhana josephine and twin spent three hours to line the bloody field! so luckily, they decided to do yoga in the rain. din waste our effort.

thanks farhana josephine and twin! for helping me with the field. THANKS A HELL LOT! w/o u guys i think i would have to line the field until next morning.

and further thanks to isabelle bowei xiuling kenneth meena hajar clara and yuzheng for helping me too!

and yvee devaki and farhana for keeping the cones!

and tzeling and zhouren for putting the cones in the staff room!

lovely bunch of people(:

went back to nhss.

hi bye to all those i noe.

saw cy. kinda disappointed? din expect things to turn out like that. din really quite understand why things became like that. sometimes i wonder if this can be avoided.

SIGH.

moving on

i want to have PRETTY EYES(:

VICKY'S BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YOU SEXY BOXERS!

the birthday boy and the birthday girl. vicky and ms audrey lim.

a mini class photo with ms audrey lim.

devaki devaki! i love you so and i hate u so! HAHA

the ao2 pple in ao3! i can't get enuff of u guys(: missing: isabelle.

LAM WAIKIT. he spoilt the cake!!!

aftermath of waikit holding and swinging the cake.

our present to him.

dear vicky, although i hate you for always bullying me, suan-ing me, for htting my face with a rubber band, being so damn irritating, noisy with that loud booming voice of yours, for waking me up with all the calls about homework, for being S.viknesh and sexy boxers,

you noe i still love you so very much!

it's been eight months since i noe you. u`re a great fren i swear. hope u enjoyed ur birthday! getting the cake and getting wet! and of cos, all the little notes from us all! blessing to have you and ao2 and ao3!

wait till nx year, we will have more exciting stuff for ur birthday(:

PHOTOS!

cool. went to interview some doctor. he's nice and friendly. but we waited till five plus to interview him. but that's not the main pt.

we took spastic photos!!

in taka's toilet. HAHA

+
all those stupid faces.

THIS IS DAMNNNNNN FUNNY.

now now, guess who is who! guess which is eunice and which is ME! hahahaha so funny. haha so alike. even my mama got tricked. HAHA

something is missing in my life. but i`m not quite sure what it is.

went to ivan's hse to do project work.

stopped work at 545.

we played pool!

i sucked at it.

ivan coached me. and laughed at my silly ways of pool-ing.

but being a smart girl, i soon got the hang of it but it was time to go home.

i think i played welll for a first timer:D

so ivan, stop being mean and stop laughing at me or sharlene. hahaha

i hate ivan's dog. HUGE is too mild a word to describe the dog.

huijun, you will hate the dog too. HAHA IT IS HUGEEEEEE PLUS HUGEEEEEE.

training tml. but my leg isn't improving.

beset me with trials
or test my heart
and make my spirit lowly
but i'll grow stronger
wherever the wind may blow me.

MY LOVELY COOKIE(:

upclose of my cookie

taking my FIRST bite. awwwww.

it still looks so happy though i bite into the forehead.

after numerous bites from me and my sister.

i can't resist but take spastic photos(:

and the end product!

in the memory of my pretty smiley cookie(:

went to science centre today. watch the dinosaurs exhibition. quite okie. one if the largest man eating dino was SUE. hahahahaha a t-rex.

my common test grades is horrible..................................

lit was okie. managed to get 82 out of 150. not that bad. at least i din fail. i think is 54.666666 out of 100. haha an E.

econs. 25/55. ms lim said she could see the effort i made. thank you ms lim, you`re such a blessing. was damn disappointed that i flunked it cos i really studied like mad for econs. i wasn't expecting a fail!! but half the level failed.

I WANNA PASS MY ECONS PLS.

essay was okie. but case study was bad. i think i din have enuff time to do. spent big bulk of my time on essay.

stupid case study!

i think my grades are bad.

on the bright side, at least i failed onli one hahaha

went to chinese riddle thingy despite the fact that my leg is hurt. haha since i have to meet my pw mates, might as well as just go.

awfully boring.

then ao3 went to have lunch together at jp! we had 14 pple. 10 pple missing.

and we made alot of noise. everyone was looking at us.

and they went up to the second deck of the 198.

nice devaki and farhana stayed at the lower deck with me.

i`m so handicapped.

calven came down after a few mins, saying sorry cos he went up and everyone followed him up.

hahahahaha

funny guy.

then bought this superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr cute famous amos cookie that is sooooooooooooooooo damn cute! it's a happy face. couldn't get enuff of it. so damn cute! looking at it makes me soooo happy cos it's so sweet!

i dun have the heart to eat it yet.

but it's soooooooo pretty(:

i want to take photo of it but i can't find the camera. i think my sis took it out.

limping ardd sch is not really that fun.

thanks to yvee and farhana, who walked with me like damn slowly ytd. i noe i`m really slow but i have no choice!

gave vicky a dare to get me a balloon. from this person giving balloons out. if he dare, i`ll stop calling him sexy legs or s.viknesh. but he din managed to get one cos the person disappeared. HAHA so vicky, u`re still SEXY LEGS and S.VIKNESH(:

i can't pronounce words clearly nowdays! hmmmmm. cat got my tongue.

pw meeting was fuuny. went to twin's hse. even her mother says we look alike.

this is one pw meeting that's the moooooost effective.

past two days was not complete. sth is mssing. SIGH.

i hate jjc.

i swear.

first, i injured my hand.

then i had flu that lasted for two weeks.

and now, i sprained my ankle.

watever!

i hate hate hate to sprain ankle. never got sprained ankle before. now it's sprained. and i`m sure it wun recover fully. AHHHHHHHHHHH.

I HATE JJ! it's jinx!!!!!!!

screwed

i failed my sjab theory test.

hahaha.

failing the test equals to failing the whole course. was quite sad la. din get the 70% to pass. but i still decided to continue.

i wun give up easily. GIVING UP IS NOT ME(:

this means more committment.

and at least i was not the onli who failed. haha

the forever-looking-on-bright-side de xinyi(:

common test results:

math:28/50. 68% failed. i'm happy(:

geog: 54/98. disgusting result. i hate my geog results. so disgusting. was not wat i expected. i guess. alot of pple fail but still! guess it's cos it's not up to my expectations. physical geog killed me. human geog was well done. but phy pulled me down to a 54/98. WATEVERRRR.

haven get back lit and econ.

looking on the bright side, i had a test on econ lecture on monday. i got 14/15(: but the test is damn easy. it's for us to get the five percent. haha i need it to pass my overall econs. HAHA.

was disgusted with my result. was kinda sad all the way until GP common test.

essay was okie. on education. not so bad.

the compre was sooooooooooooooo hard. it's the hardest questions i ever seen. sucks.

sth else cheered me up a lot(:(:

and devaki, i SWEAR I WAS NOT STRAING AT HIM DURING THE TEST. I WAS THINKING AND STARING INTO SPACE. I SWEAR TO YOU, THIS SIMON LOVER.

HAHAHA

reached sch at bout 845 today with huijun. met crystal too. but she went home cos she's sick. haha then huijun and i waited for the OM for sooooo long. cos he wanted to see all those pple who reach sch later than 8.

minee came at 9 plus HAHA

then he came. and scream at us.

missed GP totally.

geog physical test was shit too.

ahhhhhh.

failures are coming into my life.

go away mr/ms/mdm/mrs FAILURE. i dun want you in my life.

i think my life is getting more and more screwed.

i need a screw driver to unscrew my life.

beset me with trials
or test my heart
and make my spirit lowly
but i'll grow stronger
wherever the wind may blow me.
-

oh no, i cheated.

and no, SHE wun find out. HAHAHAHA

and i attended four camps this year so far. and will be attending three more.

Orientation one
Orientation two
OGL camp
Sjab combined camp

coming:
NCOC camp
OTC camp
sjab anual camp

i`m gald i din go for leadership camp. gosh. so many camps!

being an officer is not as good as wat many think it is. we have to do everything one step ahead. and have to really give up some things. personal time. family time. resting time. really have to commit. i miss the cadets days. dun need to plan anything. just go haha pros and cons i suppose(: i chose this path and there's no turning back(: i miss days when i`m less busy and happier. sometimes, i put on a false front. i wonder, wat is the point is telling the whole world that you`re sad and start whining? why put ur burden on others? i choose to keep them to myself. everytime i reach home, there's always a very 'heavy' feeling. feeling that i haven complete my work. either sjab work or sch work. or that i din try my best at trainings. i hate that feeling but it comes to me so naturally now. being happy and cheery at sch is the way to keep me sane. keep me away from the troubles. period. sometimes i just feel like giving EVERYTHING up. and let everything go. i felt lost at times. and i duno wat to do and yet, i still have to continue to plaster the smile on my face. trust me, pple. there are times when i'm really down but yet. is there a need for me to be so active? can i stop all this? can i just throw everything down and forget it and be a normal student? victor was saying, everyone is getting attached. no, this does not affect me at all. once is enuff. a relationship for two years plus is great and i did enjoy it vey much. but i guess i still miss the feeling of having someone close to you, giving in to ur every need and caring for you only. i felt empty. i AM still feeling empty. i have yet to find someone to talk to bout all these. no, i got great frens ardd me but i can't relate totally to any of them. and yes, i rather keep this to myself. i'm not someone who can just talk to anyone bout my inner most thoughts. i see pple who can talk practically everyone their problems. i can't. sometimes, i get so vexed and piss with everything that i just go to sleep and heck care about everything. but everything starts all over again when i wake up. so sick of everything. i hate to blog bout this but i have to. i have to let all this out before i serious go beserk.

i`'m reading THE testimonial and i can't stop smiling to myself.

(:(:(:

i loooooooooveeeee that testi la:)

going bra basha-ing with aiwei this sunday hahaha huijun, i`m going to get the fabric paint! YEAYEAYEA.

tml is sjab flag day. yes. i love flag day man. so fun!

and a love of the rack and the screw
and i said i do, i do

i love lit that much(:

present from victor!

victor me and puiyin. after sooooo many tries.

me and victor! after a thousand tries.

we again!

my pink slippers!

me and puiyin haha

us again(:

taken by PUIYIN

me and puiyin! nicest photo cos we cannot be seen haha (spot the two guys in the bg haha)

need i say anymore?

pictures speak a thousand words(:

victor, happy to see u come back to singapore! till next year or even next next year. take care loads and keep in contact forever and forever(:

fate allows our paths to be crossed; let's keep it crossing.

puiyin, i duno when i`ll see you again! till the next time we see each other! (and take endless photos again) take care girl(:

met up with liyi today!

fun fun. talk alot LOL

managed to grab hold of one or two teachers at nhss and talk to them.

national day celebration cum sports day today.

was okie. nv cheer for long time alreadi. started cheering again just now(:

waikit and vicky run very fast! whao!

my flu seems to be never-recovering=X

haha my present for victor. meeting him and puiyin and huihui. can't wait.

puiyin and tzeling joined me and liyi for lunch for a while. and they went to town to meet their frens.

and they can't decide alot of things LOL

oh mickey u`re so fine
u`re so fine
u blow my mind
hey mickey (hey hey)
hey mickey!

and oh, rono is the second hse this year(:

My blog is worth $7,339.02.
How much is your blog worth?

hahaha my blog is worth so much. yea. if i need money i`ll sell my blog HAHA

i got great news to announce. LISTEN UP.

I PASSED MY MATH COMMON TEST!!!! with a 28/50(: when half the H1 level flunked it. and bout ten pple in my class who passed. i tot i`ll fail. I`M SO VERY GLAD. LET ME EXPRESS MY HAPPPINESS PLS.

i suddenly think there's a reason to love maths.

i swear i'll work harder. i found my motivation now(:

but my chinses sucks. 58/100. wasn't wat i expected. disappointed):

puiyin and i are utterly bored. msn games dun work. wth. and puiyin is dumb. HAHA

just a random sentence HAHAHAHA

puiyin i swear i`m will be excited to see you and wed ( and tml!) HAHAHAHA CAN'T WAIT.

happy advance national day everyone(:

i forgot my neopets username and password AGAIN. die. cannot log in le. and my email cannot be used to sign up anymore cos i used tooo many times le.

but still can play the games(:

went to bugis again ytd to do PW survey. so dumb. we onli managed to survey onli 2 or 3 per person. onli got me eunice and sharlene. then we went to shop!

stupid security guard! we were not survey-ing the the shopping centre! stop using the police to threaten us. idiot ass!

oh it's time to cut my nails.

today is sunday! it's been 7 weeks since i have free sundays. this sunday no sjab but nx sun, there is. sian la. buring up all my sundays.

bought all the sutff i need to do things for people. yea.

there are times in my life when i duno what to do or where to go. kinda feeling lost.

'when you`re sad, the whole world is depressed'

HAHAHA

so for the sake of everyone, i`ll be happy LOL

I FOUND GREAT EXPECTIONS AT MY HSE! the book! omg. it's old and the pages are yellow but they are more simple. good. i can read it so i`ll understand it! YES(:

i just submitted my smile for the four million smile thing(: so fun hahaha

I LOVE AO2 COS THEY ARE THE BEST(:

pretty baby(:

class gathering(:

girl's grp photo(:

me and kuinoi(:

damn funny! a combi of SAJC JJC and PJC

A combi of JJC SAJC CJC PJC and NJC!

us with marucs!

back of my ao2 tee!

thanks celest for the photos(:

AO2 OUTING!

one word

rawks(:

first i met huijun. supposedly meeting at twelve. but some PEOPLE came at near 1230. haha made me stay in the lib and read great ex. then we went to long john to have our lunch ( and that kept me going for the whole day) then we went to bra basah. went SHOPPING! for materials as we want to do sth for pple for promos. nice us(: bought stuff from art frens ( or sth like that). bought sth for victor!!

huijun spent quite alot. i onli spent four dollars.

on the way back to bugis MRT station, we bought yakult(: healthy. can feel the food being digested after drinking it.

took cab to jjc from JP cos we missed the buses=X wasted six dollars la. cos of peak hour. wth!

and we waited for germ.

and we din go for the leader's thing(:

then took train to cck to meet the rest.

train ride was funny(:

reach cck. met the rest. nice nice!

and yvee, i was not blushing when i reached! stupid ass hahaha

fast-forward-ing

then we took photos! so fun. i like(:

oh i had star fruit and green apple juice(:

recommended by ms yvette seow.

okie, i had to admit. it was a nice drink(:

so the whole day, i survived on long john and the star fruit green apple juice.

i really think ao2 is great. haven laff and went crazy for such a long time alreadi.

love love love them so much(:

been so long and yet we can still get together and talk and talk and talk.

pple who went: ME germ yvee vicky MARCUS jishen CHEEPNG abby clelest kuinoi matin ming mathani

hope i din leave anyone out(:

so fun. i love ao2(:(:(:

waiting for germ to send me photos of him(:(:(:

and he's not short(:

math econ and geog are offically over. YES.

math was a killer i think. it was not hard but still. i can't do it. argghh. i noe wat's going on but duno how to do. and there's no H1 math assement books. only H2. sucks. how to depend on only wat the teacher gives?

econ was okie. hopefully.

physical geog was crap. human geog was slighly better. but not much better anyway. think will have borderline pass, hopefully(: i`m always fuill of hopes.

AO2 OUTING THIS COMING FIRDAY! meet 6 at jjc cos we're going to celebrate kuinoi's and harrison's birthday first! then we will go to jp or lot one [for marus's sake] for dinner! ATTENDANCE IS COMPULSORYYYYY.

can't wait!

going to watch a nice drama 'by the way' on 8/8/06. with huijun and germ. NINJA(: and we must take photos like mad(:

huijun, if u`re reading this, i haven talk to you for quite some time! as in those gossips and bitching HAHAHAHA catch up soon in lectures!

germ send me the photo quickkkkkkk!

otc theory phase is finally over. YES YES YES(: theory paper was crap. i damn scare i fail la. and when they ask who do not want to attend the camp if they fail the theory paper, almost all raise the hands. cos if u fail the paper (must get more than 70%), u will fail the whole course. who will still want to go for the camp and waste 35 dollars? and they are disappointed cos we point out this point.

time managment. we need the time!

for once, i was not caught for anything wrong for my attire on sunday! yeayea!

MOI first aid was okie. the judge was sleeping. but yanyin peek at my scores. 7 or 8 out of ten. not bad. maybe he too sleepy, then anyhow give me the marks. HAHA

SHORTY.

hee.

and there's lit paper tml! open book. so ya. that's quite explain why i`m still at the com, and not studying.

i`m still down with flu. for one week plus le la. maybe cos i din take medicine haha so i just took my medicine alreadi(:

having flu and doing exams in air con classroom sucks.

ms zhen liyi and ms chua shuling, MEET IN DEC HOLS! sorry i can't meet u all this sun. got sjab la. DEC HOLS!

brute heart of a brute like you.

physical geog sucks.