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19th Bdae Party

Okay, A C E is going SIM.

Yes, with an A, I am still going SIM. Dip in Econ, and 2 years in Bsc of Econ & Management. University of London. 3 years.

Just that.... it is still SIM after all :(

But well, I still have to wait for their reply. Just went down to apply today. Cross fingers. IF SIM ALSO REJECT ME, WATCH ME. I WILL GO SHOOT PEOPLE.

& 2 more hopes: NIE & my appeals. I think the former has a higher possibility, cross fingers.

That's not too bad right... ya not too bad (:

sth happened that make me pissed, sad, angry & thinks that there is NO justice in the world. BUT life goes on. I can do w/o them.

& dear friends, as my 19th birthday is drawing nearer, i want to hold a Bdae Party..

AT MACDONALDS AT KAP!

WIll you guys come to my party?

Pretty please w a cheerrrryyyyyy (:

Are there any age restrictions for guests? Can adults have Parties at McDonald's too?

There are no age restrictions. Yes, adults are welcome to throw parties at McDonald's. Adults can be kids again and experience the same games, activities and gifts as kids do!

BTW shopping today was damn shiok. I got myself a Guess wallet (pretty si lerrr), a pair of Havi (yes, yet another one. & thanks LiXin! for the early bdae present (: ) & an Ipod for my Brother.

MAC-Party on hold. Damn Excited. hahahahaha

Hopes, hanging on

In the end, it will be okay. If it is not okay, it is not the end.

I grew up. I learnt to see different sides of people. I learn not to trust people tooooo readily now. I got cheated too many times.

Manicure

NTU dont want me. So I hope that my 50 words appeal (they only allow fifty words, max. ^&$$#!#$&*^%$#@#) will work. Cross fingers, cross toes. haha Or just pray NIE will want me. haha

I honestly do not wish to end up in SIM, rather die, thank you.

On the other hand, STAR camp is going gooood (: It keeps my mind off Uni-shit for a while. I am all set & ready for the camp! I am so excited to meet the kids, & have fun w them :D This day camp makes me work w people I never worked with, & I see the strong sides of them (: Of which, I dont think i will notice if I dont work with them. So, it is actually good to work w different people (:

Heading down to IDP w yvee on monday (: Like finally, I am meeting her! Yvee, can you sense that I am so looking forward to meeting you. hahaha & no, I am not going to bring camera cause my bro went to Beijing for school trip, I am cam-less :( Unless i bring my sis's Holga cam!! HOW COOL! seeeeyyyaa & hopefully I end up somewhere.. (though not likely in Aust cos it is so ex. I dont want my family to eat plain bread for 3 years!)

Went to T1 to send my Bro off for his Beijing school trip. Airport is such a hip & happening place pls. There were so many people at the airport. I saw ex-teachers, & Mr A.Yeo. Liyi's eye candy x10000 in sec 2 hahaha Those were the days man. Thinking that Mr A. Yeo was cute & all.

I've finally decided to end my Tues P4 Math class. Cause I really think I am not up to the standard.. Math is just.. yucky. I dont know how to explain decimals. It just tooooo basic until I dont know how to explain. & I see results i n my 2 other Eng classes, so that is kinda fulfilling. Pay sucks, but nonetheless, kids are cute, I want to stay.

+ lessons on tues, wed & thurs is just insane. So yes, it is the right decision to end my P4 math class. Period.

Quite saddening actually. I've been w that class for a good 6 mths!

Basic Theory on 19th June. HJ, dont forget okayyy. CANNOT FAIL CANNOT FAIL.

WHOOO it's mid may alrdy. SO FAST @!#$#r^%&**%^#$$!

Mixed Emotions

Overwhelmed by the amt of deaths over the last two weeks. Headlines after headlines of increasing death toll :( It is very saddening, though I was never there to witness the scene nor actually experience a cyclone or earthquake :/But looking at the pictures... is saddening enough.

It is bad enough that a cyclone hit them, but Junta still would not allow foreign aid into their country, just waiting for the death toll to increase and increase. Honestly, I dont know why that are so resistant, but all i know is that they are so unreasonable. To the extent of sending a flight of foreign aid workers back.

Why are the children the ones being buried alive? Plus, most of them are the only child, thanks to China's one child policy :( Wonder how parents of only-child will feel. To lose their only child. To a earthquake. To a substandard building.

Maybe this is a way of controlling the high population there. Like what we learn in Human Geog (haha).

1. Increase in pop 2. Too many people 3. Disaster comes 4. People dies 5. Pop decreased 6. Slowing increase 7. Too many people again 8. cycle repeats

I kinda believe this is a good way to keep population in control? Just that.. it is too cruel. Way too cruel. If it is the entire family is killed by disaster, it will be way better than just the kid or one of the parents staying alive.

"Never take things for granted"

How true, & yet not many people give second thought to the above sentence :(

Just hope things get better, more survivors from the earthquake and cyclone, and better post-disaster relief plans by the gov.

Okay, getting too emo.

Moving on, it's May and I dont know where did time go :(

PS: I received an exhilarating phone call from faraway land just now. My heart skips a million beatsssss. Happy si lerrr. Omgxzxz, faints happily (:

I dont know if I shld be happy or not :/

Finally met up with Best Friend #1, Liyi (:

The two of us, catching up, talking about everything in life. Just.... nice (: I love you, Liyi! I think it takes alot to maintain a long-lasting friendship, so Liyi, we must be friends until we're old, and still meet up & talk about our children & grandsons. but just that by that time, we will meet at Kopitiam, instead of Orchard (:

Biwei, when will you ever be able to join us!

A letter came in today.

Okay, I am supposed to go for a interview for Bachelor of Art (Education) Course. Which is in short, the degree to be a teacher. I thought Shit, die. NTU reject me for Econ. The I filpped to the back of the letter, & found this very important paragraph: Please note that you are being invited for this interview as you have indicated BA/BSc (Edun) as one of your NTU course choices. You are being considered concurrently for your other choices.

WAH PIANG EH, THANK GOD FOR THOSE SENTENCES.

Much as I enjoyed teaching, I honestly dont want to restrict my future by having a degree to be a teacher forever :/

Interview on 20/5, hopefully all goes well. Cause even if NTU/NUS reject me, I still have this BA (Edun) to rely on. it's still a degree afterall (:

The long awaited (awaiting, actuallly) letter from NTU-Economics still haven arrived :( But i am still hopefully, at least I got one letter now. *cross fingers*

Everyone seems so worried, makes me worry that I aint worried, cause I know I should be. Even the Uncle at my workplace is asking me about my applications! But haiyaaaaa. I am like, whatever. It comes, it comes.

Finally, shopping tml (: (: (: Maybe I should get a nice shirt, just for the interview, or future interviews.

Huijun, make your choice wisely! Choose NUS okay. So i can meet you at Clementi when I go for tuition heehee

PS: New template again, I hope fussy readers like Isabelle will like it hahaha (:

PPS: I am actually looking forward to nx sat's AO2 outing :)

Army + class gatherings = pain in the ass

helllooo earthlings

My isolation works, cause I did save a big bit of $$$ (:

BTW, mayching & liyi & biwei, dun worry okay. I am not sad! just ranting about some facts of life (:

Aiwei & Huiting: haha thanks aiwei for bring more people here & huiting, my cam's pics are not clear! you shld see huijun's. OMG CLEAR.

Finally met up with the botakheads guys (: It was nice, seeing them all botak & fit & strong. haha & it was even nicer of them to actually propose this bbq & plan it! Everyone was smart: No one actually went to Keith's at 530pm. Haven even since some of them since last A lvl paper (:

Planning gatherings is a pain in the ass now. Bloody army. Really. Like the upcoming AO2 outing.

I want to watch What Happened In Vegas & Made of Honour! But the former most likely wun be worth the money to watch in a cinema :/

okay, the whole world received letter from various universities. & i am not part of the whole world.

& to part of the world who also live in the same world as me (aka haven receive any shit letter), add one more person to your list of people who haven receive any letters. It will make you feel better (:

Results will be sent in batches. All candidates who have applied for NTU programme(s) will only be notified through letter posted to the mailing address stated in their application.

SO IT MEANS THEY WILL SEND LETTER OF REJECTION. OMG.

Why does the world world want to have a boyfriend? Come on, we are only 19!! It's not like we must get married soon, cos our reproductive system is going to break down. Or because you need to find the love of your life cos everyone else has a boyfriend :/ I know, the perks of having a boyfriend, attending to your whines&mood swings&whatsoever, but why do you WANT or CRAVE for a boyfriend?? I thought you are suppose to sit under the tree & wait for love to fall from the sky? Why must you go look for love. Isnt it... weird? Sorry, i belong to the latter. I will wait for love to fall from the sky, even if i am old & wrinkled & saggy. hahaha :D

& we will all know why if i remain on the shelf when I am 80 yrs old.

It's 4am and I am blogging cause I cant fall asleep. I want to go NZealand and count sheep.