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so we are at the crossroads
But I can feel my heart open againIt's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken hearts |
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it is 3am in the morning. and those who know me well, by this time on a normal day, i would already be deep in slumber. but not today! i did some seriouss muggggggging from 7pm until 2.45am. very good. my whole neighbourhood is so quiet and i love it this way. peaceful&nice. Class 95FM is a good radio station to tune in when studying. the music is so smoothing! (not unless, you're those who will fall asleep at such music) i must do well, i must do well, i must do well for alvls! and jialiang is so nice just now. (seldom this nice too HAHA) when i told him my math still CMI, he offered to teach me math cos he 'is still my tutor ma'. thankyou so much! it is a v sweet gesture:D and so, free math tuition w jl, my v nice tutor, after GP on wed. I OMG-LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!! this is the first time i actually love a song by jay! i am still alive, haven been murdered by mr a lvls yet. ( i dun feel stress, but at the same time, i feel stress that i am not stress.) irony of life. 10 more days to the start of A lvls, and 34 more days to end of A lvls. AND THEN MAD SHOPPING FOR PROMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM(: and meeting everyone who i haven seen for eons :D (very silly to be thinking so far, but i need motivation.) okay, today is the alst day of school! i know i am going to miss school, hanging ard and slacking, but not the studying part. today is another full-filled and crazy day. first, there was no GP lesson! mr glim was good, and he let us do watever we want. he posed with the beautiful board we gave him. he is sooooo whacky today. he came up so so many different poses! i got a real good laugh!  then came econ, and more photos! fianlly, some talk which, seriously, is not motivating to me at all. cos they said we shld not be too stress etc. but ha, it does not apply to me. i need to be abit more stress and work harder. and all those 'if you get (insert a grade), you will jump two/three grades on A lvls.' seriously, it works for some but IT DOES NOT WORK FOR ALL. so quit telling all these things. just tell us to work hard and enough haha miracles dun happen. then one last lunch after school with the guys, dev and germ(: (picture heavyyyyyyy)   vik  she is looking at......  simon; i aint no Chi*a woman!  isabelle and xiuling  RASA SAYANGGGG!  she has les tendencies. not me.  my omggg-white-twin, eunice  it is candid hahaha  germ me dev yvee and mrdore    germ; in dore's car   ms lim  girls  boys   vik trying to be sexy  junting   kenneth (i'm taller)  dev; i am taller too!  dev, me bowei and kenneth  treasurer and the ex treasurer, beatrice(:  sharlene  us w the security guard  dev, either u like my lower body or jishen.    one,  two,  JUMP!  thanks to everyone who made my jc life such a interesting one! i love allll of you:D devaki, germaine, yvee, huijun, vik, jishen: pls dun spoil the board! haha count urself lucky tt u're among the six pple tt i did for(: anws, thanks for the friendship, and you guys are the besttttttttttt:D the notes are just part of what i want to say, as can see from how i squeeze everything onto the small pieces of paper. i got so much more to say;( you guys totally rock my 2 yrs in jjc! haha enjoy the present(: to everyone else, like roui, tommy, xiuling, lixin, isabelle, eunice, simon, keith, calven, jo, kenneth, bowei, junting, camie, sharlene, and many many more!! i cant list everyone down here. as long as u know me and i know you, a simple thankyou for being part of my jj life too(: (ps: if u want the photos, jst right-click to save them or ask me online. dun click on the pic! must right click. click on view image or save image or copy image i think haha ) goodbye jjc, gooddbye jc life, hello A lvls(: you know you're from s'pore when... 1) You speak or randomly break out in Singlish 2) You crave chicken rice or the various uberlicious hawker foods 3) Tying a soccer game with Malaysia actually means something significant 4) You’re a guy and have no choice about National Service 5) You start daydreaming about $2 Nasi Lemaks 6) Orchard Road is a byword for fun 7) You pronounce and spell stuff the Brit way 8) You pick up the trash after missing the rubbish bin 9) You say rubbish bin and not trash can 10) You end ALMOST every sentence with a 'lah'/'lor'/'hor' and everything looks much better with 'x's and 'z's (right horxxzzz?) 11) You understand all the references in www.talkingcock.com (and find the site funny) 12) You're intimidated by the thought of a 45 minutes to drive to the nearest mall. 13) You're shocked that your ez-link doesn’t work at Mcdonald's around the world 14) People ask you what you speak at home and you say 'uhh...' 15) You are able to communicate in plethora of languages & dialects 16) Swearing in numerous languages & dialects is natural 17) You know that Newton Circus serves up shit food, but still go there anyway 18) You “chope” seats at food courts/hawker centers with little tissue packets 19) You've sung the national anthem since you were in primary 1 and still have no idea what it really means 20) There's always a traffic jam near a vehicle accident 'cause everyone slows down to copy numbers for 4D 21) You start using abbreviations for everything, such as ERP, PIE, MRT, SBS, SMS, CTE, IPPT, NCC, SOC(army word)...... and many more. 22) You look at someone (when you’re overseas) and a 6th sense tells you that they’re from Singapore too 23) Someone asks for the time and your innate response is: “IT’S TIGER TIME!!!” *rawr* 24) Every Christmas, Orchard Road looks more like and more like Deepavali (The Festival of Lights). omg. this is good man. and for the ex-nhrians: You're alumni when... 1. Canteen 1 & 2 existed. 2. You've heard about the Drilling machine ghost of the D&T Room. 3. You know the secret behind VP Mr Lam's shirts. 4. You've heard about/seen lizards in the vegetable rice stall's pot of curry before. 5. For some, ever wished that he/she had an umbrella while seated in the first row during assembly when the (now ex) principal spoke. 6. Can't stand the fact that the school's now renamed as "Nan Hua High School". 7. You were willing to queue 10 mins just for char kway teow + egg + cong2 cao3 (re-fry, not worm grass). 8. Quickly tucking in your shirt and pulling your socks up when you see any of the DMs. 9. Your then-PSLE score probably can't get you into the school now. 10. You know what this means (and can well sing it): 礼 义 廉 耻 忠 孝 仁 爱 OMGOMGOMG. I LOVE THIS. (:(:(: and pls go to talkingcock.com I LOVE IT TOO. HAHAHA I GOT A GOOOOOOOOD LAUGH. OMGOMGOMG. more bout jack-dev-day tml, since there's a part two, with yvee. 'in my defense..' talking to nora now. she ask me to go back and help in dec for Zone Presentation. i feel so detached to sjabnhc already;( i need to feel attached to it again. i love sjab. i miss it alot. i fel crappy when nora talks to me cos she put in so much effort and i, slacking away for this whole year. reading my ex-suqad's blogs made me realised that i no longer play a part, eh? deeetached:( december, i will be bacccck. today was doom-day. got back all our h2 papers. D for GP, E for maths, E for lit, D for econs, B for geog. goddamn happy for geog! got a WHOOOPPPPING AAAAAAAAAAA for my physical geog. omgwth. first time i ever passed a phy geog paper, and my beautiful A. i love you, AAAAA(: surprisingly, i din do well for human geog compared to phy geog, 63. but well, i am v v happy(: econ was apparently very bad done thruout the level as they even had to moderate the marks, by giving us all 3 marks each. lit was well, quite bad for me, i think. E is a stupid grade for LIT la. anws, i am overall pleased with my results, except mum isn't. and it is not surprising too. school's ending in a week's time! half looking foward, half not looking forward. hint hint: i think during nx tues' GP. mrglim is gonna to treat us. haha our dear yvette is nominated as Prom Queen! i am waiting to take photos of her blushing like mad(: yvee, u have already have 11 votes okay. dun worry. we are planning on bringing liquid paper, so to liquid off other finalists' names and replace with yours HAHA never felt so rotten before, i guess. walked around the park for an hour, mum got pissed and thought i went missing. (i iwish i can go missing and jst disappear from here) life is at a down part of the circle, but i have yet to see any sign of the upper part of the circle. facade are so fake. so so so fake. and so easy to fake. no one sees what i'm behind the facade of happiness. and no one will, until i'm ready to talk about it. everything seems negative to me now. i need to pick myself up. (i will be strong) |