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so we are at the crossroads
But I can feel my heart open againIt's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken hearts |
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i`m fine, alive&kicking. thanks to everyone who wishes me well(: apparently, it took much longer than it was supposed to. ardd 2 hrs. it's winding and big. they even took x-ray cos they lost it halfway thru the op. too bigggg. poor docs cos they cant find my veins;( but they are all very friendly and nice! woke up with my head feeling very heavy and i wanted to just continue sleeping! coping well with the pain. saw my stitches for the first time ytd and i FREAKED OUT. it is too disgusting as i sat there, trembling uncontollably and scared to my roots. thankgod for this old couple who talked to me and let me forget about the wound for a while. it's bloody long, so much longer than what i was told. it extended from the top of my palm till my wrists. it gave me a bloody shock. my teeth cant stop clattering. long and bloody and god-knows-how-many-stitches. yucks. the pain when i remove my stitches. i hate to think about it. sleeping is a chore too, as i need to rack my brains to find the best spot for my oh-so-precious hand. there had been nightmares when i dreamt that my hand is being kicked and i will wake up in cold sweat. i can write bit by bit with the awful bandage on! typing with left hand is quite fun(: but i still cant tie my hair. two weeks more in the awful bandges& i will be backed with a long scar. scarred for life huh(: and yes, Lear is playing in s'pore! lit students, screams! jj did mass booking and no matter how much it`ll costs me, i am going to watch. sch will be tough, with the pain and how far back i`ve fallen behind. xinyi will stay strong(: very strong! |