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so we are at the crossroads
But I can feel my heart open againIt's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken hearts |
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      GIRLS(:  BOYS(:  KEITH; THE LOSER    WAIKIT; THE HERO     i love her ARSE.   two couples of a03.  there's always such photos(:  OOPS.  lt1's table(: very hilarous. PLS WATCH. and she still loves me. and i got nth to update, except photos and photos. and yes, jj won nj(: YES STITCHES ALL REMOVED(: pain, but onli for a few seconds. the moment i feared the most is over. no more ugly stitches (but still the ugly wound, onli less disgusting) equals to a happier xinyi:D during lessons, all i could think of is how painful the process of removing the stitches will be. and thanks to germ&twin&xiuling, rubbing in by telling me how they will cut the knots and pull out the string. but thankyouforsuchthingcalledtorelance, i survived thru it! 20 times i held my breath 20 times i let it out after the strings are pulled out 20 times i gripped my arm i`m like some experiment specimen cos the doctors kept taking photo of my wound& more doctors came in to study my wound. they seem all excited about it and 'ask her for more signs so we can make the report more interesting!' so, nx time, to those pple who have ganglion cyst on unusual places like mine, thank me cos i`m the experiment and make your operations more sucessful. moving on, i cant understand how those sonofthebitches always ended up the happy ones& leading colourful lives with many different halves. when they are the bastards that ruined lives of their previous halves. and the previous halves are unlucky and dun get love that they deserve, whereas those sonofthebitches get so god-damn-much-love. damn it. where's justice? where is fairness? all gone down the drain, mixed with the filthy and stinking shit&rubbish&rats&bacteria&toiletbowlwater&more shit&more shit. go on, go cheat&hurt more innocentpple and let everyone see the stinking side of you, bloodyassholessssss. the badies always get the best. not only once do i see such horrible things happening, it is more than once. countless of times. these kind of sonofthebitches should be sentenced to death, i swear, for hurting (innocent) pple is a bloodycrime too. so why am i still trying be a goodygood girl? enlighten me plssss. ONLY LOVE-TRADEMARK 2am and the rain is falling Here we are at the crossroads once again You're telling me you're so confused You can't make up your mind Is this meant to be You're asking me But only love can stay Try again or walk away But i believe for you and me The sun will shine one day So i just play my part Pray you'll have a change of heart But i can make you see it through That's something only love can do In your arms as the dawn is breaking Face to face and a thousand miles apart I've tried my best to make you see There's hope beyond the pain If we give enough If we learn to trust But only love can stay Try again or walk away But i believe for you and me The sun will shine one day So i just play my part Pray you'll have a change of heart But i can make you see it through That's something only love can do I know if I could find the words To touch you deep inside You'll give my dreams just one more chance To let this be our last goodbye But only love can stay Try again or walk away But i believe for you and me The sun will shine one day So i just play my part Pray you'll have a change of heart But i can make you see it through That's something only love can do That's something only love can do my all-time fave when i was in primary. much thanks to isabelle, i find my <3 for it again! talking to junling about our fantasies about hci:D those good old fun&stupid days:) haha I MISS YOU MAKJUNLING. dun worry, i wun tell anyone what our hci fantasies are. they are secrets kkae. and laupuiyn. that bigheadeagle. holyshit, i miss you so much too! anws, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEITH. we bought.. CONDOMS FOR HIS HORNY GUY. ENJOY&USE WELL KEITH VALENTINE LEE JIAJIN! easy-ons. he said it is the best gift that he ever received(: me&dev walked into SPC outside school this morning before sch, in our uniform and went over to the rack of condoms and started discussing which one to buy. easy-ons or rose-patterned? the cashier had a straight face while we paid money. and we gave him duing geog lect and he cant stop studying the condoms intently. HAHA keith, you made me laugh(: i am dread friday, this friday. TGINF. THANK GOD IT'S NOT FRIDAY. I AM BACK(: PHOTOS: GORE. DISGUSTING. NOT FOR WEAK HEARTED!   *nearly two weeks old! imagine 2 weks ago, it is all raw and white. after a week in the awful-thick-itchy-smelly-dirty bandage, my hand screams FREE! now, my hand seems naked without the bandage. the stitches are still there, disgusting as ever, but now covered with onli two pieces of gauze. i feel that there's no protection at all;( and my hand sweat like mad, so after 2 hrs, the gauze came loose. and my arm is all 'watery and soft'. digusting! removing my stitches nx friday;( pls dun let anyone bang into my hnad cos i swear i`ll skin the person alive if anything happens HAHA i can write better now. so it's high time to get started on all the overdue hws (god, econs!) PW results out ytd. assholic! i got a C. my whole grp got Cs, except dear shar who get a B (i`m proud of her!). our st praised us and commented that we were on our way to As, and look, what happened! i`m devasted by this sucky result. eunice, jo, shar, ivan: we can go tear our feedback forms in front of our st and spent the stupid cafe voc. where's our bloody A/Bs! with B&C on my Alevel cert already, i`m praying the rest of my subjs will be Bs/Cs too. watch the soccer match, RJC vs SRJC. sadly, SR won. but hajar and dev got their eyes set on number25 of RJC's team. the goalie. hajar was drooling over him! RJC is damn cool! they got banners that read RJC and from outside sch, it looks damn nice! i love their spirit(: then JJC vs NYJC. 1-0. we won! yes, our class cookie boy (umar) played very well and we were screaming our guts out for him. poor simon and calven din play, if not we would scream our guts out too! actually, we did(: and OFFSIDE was the only thing i knew (how to shout)! well, it's fun screaming and screaming at these matches(: collecting class tee soon! i cant wait. and also to check out the shopkeeper with twin&germ:D. LAOSHU: i`m just a phone call/sms away(: maybe we shld meet up, with LAUPUIYIN! i miss the company that u two gave me;( LIYI: meet up soon? i`m fine, alive&kicking. thanks to everyone who wishes me well(: apparently, it took much longer than it was supposed to. ardd 2 hrs. it's winding and big. they even took x-ray cos they lost it halfway thru the op. too bigggg. poor docs cos they cant find my veins;( but they are all very friendly and nice! woke up with my head feeling very heavy and i wanted to just continue sleeping! coping well with the pain. saw my stitches for the first time ytd and i FREAKED OUT. it is too disgusting as i sat there, trembling uncontollably and scared to my roots. thankgod for this old couple who talked to me and let me forget about the wound for a while. it's bloody long, so much longer than what i was told. it extended from the top of my palm till my wrists. it gave me a bloody shock. my teeth cant stop clattering. long and bloody and god-knows-how-many-stitches. yucks. the pain when i remove my stitches. i hate to think about it. sleeping is a chore too, as i need to rack my brains to find the best spot for my oh-so-precious hand. there had been nightmares when i dreamt that my hand is being kicked and i will wake up in cold sweat. i can write bit by bit with the awful bandage on! typing with left hand is quite fun(: but i still cant tie my hair. two weeks more in the awful bandges& i will be backed with a long scar. scarred for life huh(: and yes, Lear is playing in s'pore! lit students, screams! jj did mass booking and no matter how much it`ll costs me, i am going to watch. sch will be tough, with the pain and how far back i`ve fallen behind. xinyi will stay strong(: very strong! alright, today is MONDAY. tomorrow is TUESDAY. so my operation is tomorrow. asshole vicky, he actually cursed me, saying that even a minor op can go wrong! right, that sends chills down my spine. got to be at SGH at 730am ( i got to wake up even earlier than my noral sch time!). i think my op is at 10am. my CT is nice today. he gave me choc bar TOBERONE and my family ate a huge part of it already:( so byebye everybody, till my hands recover(: soon, i hope. |