last min appt on friday.

my doc nearly lauged out loud when i told him i got common tests in june.

'wat a weird sch!'

indeed(:

not postponing my op anymore.

pre-admission-test this coming monday (yes, i got to skip sch since i`ll be stuck at SGH for the whole day! think, NO CHINESE. yvee will love to skip chinese too:D)

then 3rd april. (skip sch again!!)

and a number of days with a useless right hand.

i`m quite scared acutally. though it is just a day surgery and i`m allowed home once i wake up from the general anesthetic. simple tasks such as pulling my skirt down or adjusting my shirt, are a drag now. hopefully, the op will correct everything. there are days when i went into mild depressed mood because my lump hurts& i can hardly do anymore stuff w/o feeling the pain. and it doesn't help when the doc says that it's a unusual place for such a growth. what if my nerves are affected? it is big and deep! growing near to my bone. it is such a scary thought! soon, i wun be blogging for a few days,wun be holding a pen.. :(

whining whining whining!

come to think of it i love ALL my lit texts, including PLATH. they`re quite interesting. the way they express their feelings. binded my KINGLEAR. and reading the modern text on no fear, shakespeare.

you do not do, you do not do,
anymore, black shoe.

ENG LIT IS USCH A INTERESTING WAY TO EXPRESS HOW YOU FEEL(:

god bless me(: