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          revelation is offically over. my life as an ogl is offically over. feelings? alot. i`m alreadi missing: sending out messages to famONE ogls beng hype up over orientation being busy and preoccupied with ogl stuff doing og gifts planning familystuff planning og stuff calling my campers 'campers' running about to settle famone sutff counting famone fund collecting fines from ogls when they are late for meeting skipping lessons for orientation crying on the last day of camp. the mood for revelation was not there today. i think bryan and benja are trying to cultivate the crying mood, but to no avail. when mr chua came and talked, i cried when i know that my campers will not be mine anymore. lil ogls cried. jishen? i saw his face red. then, looking at him, it reminded me of too many stuff, both good and bad, that made me cried harder. too many things during revelation made me want to cry. too many things during orientation made me want to cry. from the moment i blew out the candle, it marks the end of my ogl life, sadly. both the happy and sad memories will halt here. it pained me to know i have to get down to study and i dun have the time for my og anymore. i felt lost, for a min cos i duno where to go after this. i want to be busy again. i want to be worried about famone stuff again. i want to do things for famone again. i dun want it to end! thins may seems tough during my life as a ogl, but no matter how tough it may be, i got over them. with help from ogls and the campers. only when i was an ogl, do i understand the meaning of having an og to yourself. shadows. my life as a shadow ended last year this time. can i repeat this whole part of my life again? i missed this part of my life. i may be busy, worried but i love my life then. when i see the smiles on the campers during orientation/FAMONEdinner/bbq/revelation, i felt that it is all worth it. it is really worth it. many may not understand this. but in my heart, i enjoyed myself as a shadow&ogl. i am proud to say that i was once a shadow&ogl. we are the onli family that took family photos during revelation. we are the coolest family. it put a smile on my face, when i saw how the ogls cared for their campers, how they are willing to stay and do stuff for their campers and even when they are sick, they stayed up to do stuff for their og. all the campers have to do is say 'thankyou ogls' and that will make their effort all worthwhile. it is not about how big or how ex the gifts are, but it is about how much heart and soul the ogls put in. it is beyond what you think. i am alreadi missing my life as on ogl. after today, i must settle down and study. og4, i hope u guys like the shirt that we drew for you guys and the heart we made. and of cos, the balloons we blew for you all. cheers og4(: sigh, it ended too fast, too quick. i love you guys, og4 and famone(: |