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so we are at the crossroads
But I can feel my heart open againIt's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken hearts |
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X I N Y I 23o689 speak
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shuling liyi w4tchou7 biwei richard weiling minyu roseline weihong foursevener SJAB fel huihui jjcians lixin jane tommy esther jasmine tzeling qingling roui mayching 06A02 06A02 isabelle germaine yvette jishen 06A03 eunice vithiya archives
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 OPERATION MONSTER HAD ENDED. yes, super guilty and scared cos we lie to the campers and told him it was a JAE talk. when i was giving the JAE 'talk' i was shaking inside. cos i am damn scared that pple will get pissed once they knew it was a prank. so i got twin to come give me moral support. thankyou campers and OGLs who attended this event. sorry if we pissed u guys off by lying! but do let us know if u think we are stark mad and hate us for doing watever we did. special thanks to the swimming club. TANYANCHANG, FOOJISHEN, EUNICEANG & WANGXINYI. thankyou for the time and effort and the braincells. they are the ones who racked their brains to come up with this event. esp emochang. though the impact was not wat we expected, but hey, in my heart, it was a job well done and deep down inside, i express my sincerce thank-yous. the MSN conversations we had(with jishen missing cos his com broke down) how we ALWAYS go offtrack the meetings we had in sch coming my hse then emochang's hse to do video AND THE BEEHOON(s) WE HAD. how we have to go to some ulu corner of the sch in fear of campers seeing us how we went to comlab to do our video how we stayed back late in sch to do the video and pinball will popup once we see campers coming over. and of cos, SIMLIMSQUARE/SWIMMING. the wanton noodle dinner the mrt ride when we snapped photos of them sleeping how me and twin just sat down outside the shops and waited for the manly men. burning of the CDs meeting JElibrary to view the finalised video and distribute the CDs to burn. OUR INFAMOUS LONGJOHN SHITTING INCIDENT. and once again. me and twin had to wait for the manly men to return from shitting TOGETHER. and most imptly, the fun&laughter we had while doing the project. i will look back at orientation 2007, FamilyONE, famdinner,revelation and Operation Monster with pride, joy, laughter, fun&no regrets. hope u guys like the note that i wrote! esp those sleeping/stoning photos! swimming club will meet up and go swimming more often:D の) ╭⌒lynN... says: hey..thx for doing all these for us...i know ur are busy with ur work and many many thing, really thanks for everything ur have done for us.. x i n y i ` SWIMMING CLUB(: http://wangahyi.blogspot.com says: u din find it bad?? x i n y i ` SWIMMING CLUB(: http://wangahyi.blogspot.com says: we were damn scared that pple will get pissed x i n y i ` SWIMMING CLUB(: http://wangahyi.blogspot.com says: but nevertheless, x i n y i ` SWIMMING CLUB(: http://wangahyi.blogspot.com says: (: の) ╭⌒lynN... says: of course not..it is very good..just we did not show our feeling in front of ur..haha..we are very happy and very touched x i n y i ` SWIMMING CLUB(: http://wangahyi.blogspot.com says: thanks alot! (: SWIMMING CLUB IS THE BEST:D it is just four people but four GREAT people. together, we form the SWIMMING CLUB! E, after LJS chilli, had to go shit (he claims that it always happen when he eats LJS chilli). so i asked him to hurry go! but.. 'no not yet. the feeling not here yet.' few secs later, 'okie i need to go alreadi. the feeling is here.' a min later, C says ' i also got the feeling. i go find E in toilet.' that get me and PX laughing madly (: " please state the literary device used here: QUIET XINYI. ans: OXYmoron. (put a red tick across. full marks awarded)" THANKYOU HUIJUN. IT IS SERIOUSLY SO FUNNY LA. you put wat u learn in GP in daily life:D pls watch this. IT IS SO NICE(: back from m'sia! and the moment i reached home that stalker lixin messaged me 'WELCOME HOME XINYI!' i love my stalker HAHA collected a total of 158RM a total of S$71.80:D upload photos when i got time. now is a time to sleep! cramping four adults at the back of a car for 4 hours plus is not good for sleeping at all;( and all the accidents that caused traffic jams for about an hour plus. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DEVAKIIIIIIIIII(: byebye- actually, i am too lazy to blogggggggg. words to describe my day: HAPPY cos of something(: lame cos the concert was @#$%^^&*^^&* tiring cos me and maria walked from school alllll the way to jp! sick of jp cos me and maria walked at jp for hours while waiting for the rest fun cos we mananged to tease jialiang till he went red in his face heartache cos i spent all my money on fish&co nice cos liyi was there! that's all. wun be in s'pore till sch reopen;( byebye everyone and have a great year aheaddddd(: http://www.emedicinehealth.com/ganglion_cyst/article_em.htm this is wat i am suffering from, but it's much deeper and massive. surgery soon!will be put to sleep HAHA WAT IF I DUN WAKE UP?! great, my v day 2007 is great! the big thing is, WE PLAYED A PRANK ON S.VIKNESH! Dear Viknesh, If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. this is how i feel for you.. this is just a simple note to let u know that someone cares alot for you.. happy v day. yours truly, someone who admired you for a long time.. HAHA he din really fall for it la. in the end, after like an hour, we told him that we played the prank on him. he suspected it HAHA but it was fun! thanks everyone for all the notes, gifts and esp yvee lovely heart-balloon (which she played no part in production). esp ahem's lastmin gift! even homies give out choc! and after eating 3 of clara's homemade darkchoc, i felt sick to the stomach. and i waited for freaking 2 hours to see my hot doc. and i was the last to leave the place. wth! that's all for today (classes may be dismiss once civics tutors are ready. thankyou and have a nice day!) I HAD 5 SUBWAY COOKIES YTD(: had subway as lunch with germ, then dinner with shadows! subbed again! saya cinta comel ayam! malay lessons was fun(: and pehyuzheng refused to stop saying that i look like auntie=.0 Looking at the video brought back memories of everything. The planning stages, and painting the banners and all that. I miss all that already. I still remember those times...like when everyone was fooling around with the paintbrushes when we were supposed to be painting the banner instead. Remember that? Haha...Just one incident of many... Already miss those planning times...When F1 OGLs would sit together discussing family business, rushing about, when one would receive the sms from XinYi containing information on activities...I never want all that to end. Really. But everything that has a beginning has an end...So I guess its time to get back to the studying mood once again... -Waiting for the day, when the entire family can congregate again once more back in JJ, back home. Just this once...- gee, this guy is damn emo! get me and twin both emo after reading his comment on jishen's blog. you wun believe that it was yanchang who wrote that chunk of emo words! such a emo guy(: 'he and his ropes during FAMone dinner'-twin he is a grrrrreat ogl! i can't for sch to start! i wanna go sch to discuss about OM!!           revelation is offically over. my life as an ogl is offically over. feelings? alot. i`m alreadi missing: sending out messages to famONE ogls beng hype up over orientation being busy and preoccupied with ogl stuff doing og gifts planning familystuff planning og stuff calling my campers 'campers' running about to settle famone sutff counting famone fund collecting fines from ogls when they are late for meeting skipping lessons for orientation crying on the last day of camp. the mood for revelation was not there today. i think bryan and benja are trying to cultivate the crying mood, but to no avail. when mr chua came and talked, i cried when i know that my campers will not be mine anymore. lil ogls cried. jishen? i saw his face red. then, looking at him, it reminded me of too many stuff, both good and bad, that made me cried harder. too many things during revelation made me want to cry. too many things during orientation made me want to cry. from the moment i blew out the candle, it marks the end of my ogl life, sadly. both the happy and sad memories will halt here. it pained me to know i have to get down to study and i dun have the time for my og anymore. i felt lost, for a min cos i duno where to go after this. i want to be busy again. i want to be worried about famone stuff again. i want to do things for famone again. i dun want it to end! thins may seems tough during my life as a ogl, but no matter how tough it may be, i got over them. with help from ogls and the campers. only when i was an ogl, do i understand the meaning of having an og to yourself. shadows. my life as a shadow ended last year this time. can i repeat this whole part of my life again? i missed this part of my life. i may be busy, worried but i love my life then. when i see the smiles on the campers during orientation/FAMONEdinner/bbq/revelation, i felt that it is all worth it. it is really worth it. many may not understand this. but in my heart, i enjoyed myself as a shadow&ogl. i am proud to say that i was once a shadow&ogl. we are the onli family that took family photos during revelation. we are the coolest family. it put a smile on my face, when i saw how the ogls cared for their campers, how they are willing to stay and do stuff for their campers and even when they are sick, they stayed up to do stuff for their og. all the campers have to do is say 'thankyou ogls' and that will make their effort all worthwhile. it is not about how big or how ex the gifts are, but it is about how much heart and soul the ogls put in. it is beyond what you think. i am alreadi missing my life as on ogl. after today, i must settle down and study. og4, i hope u guys like the shirt that we drew for you guys and the heart we made. and of cos, the balloons we blew for you all. cheers og4(: sigh, it ended too fast, too quick. i love you guys, og4 and famone(: love fiesta is OVER. we made a total of 238dollars. and we spent a total of 164dollars. so we earn a total of 74dollars! and we get 30% of it, so 06A03 GETS $22.20 INTO THE CLASS FUND! or WE GOT A FREAKING 0.95CENTS EACH! i think we got the lowest sales. but who cares. we made money. small money. the heart shaped balloons with helium could not work cos the sweets and confetti in burst the balloons the moment we insert helium into it. we burst a million balloons. thankgod our long balloons could sell, despite this stall that was also selling balloons nx to ours. cheers ao3, we made profit! though many of us intially tot that we would not be able to cover the capital that the sch gave us to buy the materials. and lucky francis gave us the helium or we would confirm not be able to cover up for it. reached sch at 630am with xiuling, lixin, jo and clara to setttle the loose ends. and soon isabelle came and helped. thanks a bunch girls(: for all the hard work of coming early and stuffing the stuff into the balloons which could not work in the end. and thanks jo and clara, who kept going concourse with me to buy the stuff! then me and jo went to roll the HEAVY helium tank from ops room to the concourse. CAN DIE. THE TANK IS SO BLOODY HEAVY! and me and dev played the ride! it was horrible-but-damn-exciting. i love that ride! the second time it went so much higher and faster! scared the wits out of me and dev. AND I SAW LAUPUIYIN! and we chatted with ttl and we went to play the ride. puiyin got so scared tt she can't stop saying she die. HAHA LAUPUIYIN, HEAR THIS. I MISS YOU ASSHOLE! wish that i could have more time to talk to you! haha AND FORGOODNESSSAKE, STOP CUTTING YOUR HAIR AND SAYING THAT MY HAIR IS LONG! and saw a mil of pple, teachers from nhss. then subway-ed with dev, clara, isabelle, jo and beatrice. I LOVE SUBWAY(: FAMone dinner photos soon(: life is hectic the past few days! i blew my top at vicky ytd. sorry, sexyvicky. i guess everything piled up and that one lil thing can spark off me to go into a foul temper. i finally broke down. and let almost everything out. time to start afresh! wed: mrs mandy told us during lect that ms choy is leaving. she resigned. felt so guilty cos i dun really give her the due respect. so nvm. we will get a better teacher for geog. HAHA but i think a03 really owe her a mega big apology. hospital appointment at 430pm. i reached at 330 and holyshit, my name was called onli at 530! wth. wat is the point of having a appt then?! ultrasound results was quite bad. the first doc dun really know wat photos to take so she asked in another doc. they appiled the gel like it's free and my hand was trembling cos its so damn cold! after a while, they gave me warm gel haha apparently, it is a long and huge lump, connected to my index finger and thumb. gee, i wun die yet HAHA i have loads of things that i haven do! the ultrasound machince is damn cool! u can see how everything moved inside your hand! damn fun watching. now have to wait for another appt with my doc on valentine's day HAHA then met up with jo, clara, bowei and kenneth to buy the love fiesta thingy. we burst our budget and we haven finish buying everything! reached home at 9pm. today was a torture. stupid cramps. went home early. walking home from the bus stop was a hard! my legs was wobbly. and i vomitted thru my mouth and nose =X slept for an hour plus and woke up. headed back to sch to settle some love fiesta stuff for our class. home again. the weather is damn cold! take care everyone! |