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so we are at the crossroads
But I can feel my heart open againIt's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken hearts |
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hmm i`m missing alot of things/days now: my sjab cadets days my sec two days my sec four days my nco days my OTC days my shadows days first three months(: all the constant various class outings the early waking up on sat for sjab parade doing pumpings on carpark floor tt is so hard and uneven my breakfast days/or so called arranged breakfast days with yvee and dev bickering with s.viknesh the days when huijun germ and i are much closer the days with - long john-ing with sjab squad planning for camps playing basketball with rabbit they all playing badminton with a02 the two and half hours break my very lovely 17th birthday planning for other's birthday running ardd jjc track barefooted on a hot day when words such as 'tired', 'exhausted', does not come easily. and alot alot more. i miss alot of things. i so want to go back to the past. but nah. one must always look forward and learn from the past. zone presentation on sat. i lost count of the number of times and the number of sirs/mdm tt came and asked me to re-take OTC`07. not tt i dun want to.. but hey, a levels is nx year. i really do not want to risk it for ANYTHING. even my ultra impt sjab. seeing all my fellow OTC mates in their really nice full u.. damn, i can't help but feel a bit of envy. jasmine is not re-taking it anymore. is a theory test so impt? and damn, it does not even includes anything about first aid or stuff helpful to us! does a a piece of paper determine whether i`m good enuff to be an officer? stop telling me to re-take re-take. wat if i re-take and flunk it again? i really dun want to waste so many sundays for this. for tt peice of paper to prove tt i`m fit to be officer. i really have no idea. and i have to make a choice first. do i need tt thing on my shoulder to help sjabnhc? do i? i often ask myself tt and often enuff, i dun have any answer. how long will i stay in sjabnhc? do i need this? heck, i have no idea at all. byebye- |