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LOOK. A NEAR BULLEYE. i am good man. 44. i can be a shooter soon. HAHA changed blogskin. i cut myself with a penknife today at work. and a few days ago, i made a very stupid mistake by not collecting 10dollars member fee and there goes my ten dollars till the person comes back and pay. and somehow, i lost one dollar and need to pay back. so in all, i lsot 11 dollars and some blood. i can't wait to get my pay. i need the money to see doc ASAP. UP CLOSE. it used not to hurt, but it's hurting now. sigh. i`ve got a tumor. and i`m dying soon. byebye;( add on: Vik-Persistance,Self discipline,Committment says: oh.. Vik-Persistance,Self discipline,Committment says: dun worry.. Vik-Persistance,Self discipline,Committment says: its nt a tumour.. Vik-Persistance,Self discipline,Committment says: its juz some cancerous cells growin which will eventually spread throughout ur body which wud cause u to vomit blood n die a peaceful death aint S VIKNESH EVIL! on a happy note(:
Can you name 13 of your friends that you can think of right off the top of your head?Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13 people. 1. LIYI 2. huijun 3. germ 4. devaki 5. yveee 6. boxers s.viknesh 7. eunice 8. chickenfoo jishen 9. josephine 10. isabelle 11. huihui 12. celestine 13. kuinoi How did you meet 10? ahhh ao2 ao2(: a GREEN freak, together with KUINOI. What would you do if you had never met 1? hmm i will miss going crazy and laffing with her. and duh, lose a really close and good fren. What would you do if 6 and 2 dated? HAHAHAHAHA they alreadi dated and it was a good tt 2 ditched 6 HAHAHA get this, s.viknesh! Have you ever seen 4 cry? hmm.. teared i think. not cry. Do you think 13 is cute? hahahahah okie her actions are cute at at times. HAHA How did you get to know 8? A0222222222222(: chicken of the class. and we got a duck in our class too haha Would you ever go on a date with number 12? hahah nahh, unless i`m a les! What's 7's Favorite color? GREEN. GREEN GREEN. if there's metal green, i BET SHE WILL LOVE IT TO BITS. What would you do if 6 confessed he/she loves you? DUH. HE ALREADI TOLD ME HE LOVESSSS ME(: Fact about 9: she is a poor PW pillow fight victim:( Who is 4 going out with? JACK STH hahahaha Who is number 5 to you? a SUPER S U P E R LAZY GIRL i ever met. but nevertheless, I LOVE YOU YVEEEEE SEOW YUWEI! Is 2 single? YES haha What do you think about 3? SHADOWS. need i say anymore??? What's the best thing about number 8? hmmm i always learn sth from him. SERIOUSLY. maybe like some CHICKY facts since he is the director of CHICKY CLUB in KFC? What do you like about number 11? always being by my side! esp for sjab stuff. boohoo. otcotc! Favorite Memory with 12? LAUGHING OUR ASSES OFF AND PLAYING BADMINTON LIKE MAD(:(: hmm i`m missing alot of things/days now: my sjab cadets days my sec two days my sec four days my nco days my OTC days my shadows days first three months(: all the constant various class outings the early waking up on sat for sjab parade doing pumpings on carpark floor tt is so hard and uneven my breakfast days/or so called arranged breakfast days with yvee and dev bickering with s.viknesh the days when huijun germ and i are much closer the days with - long john-ing with sjab squad planning for camps playing basketball with rabbit they all playing badminton with a02 the two and half hours break my very lovely 17th birthday planning for other's birthday running ardd jjc track barefooted on a hot day when words such as 'tired', 'exhausted', does not come easily. and alot alot more. i miss alot of things. i so want to go back to the past. but nah. one must always look forward and learn from the past. zone presentation on sat. i lost count of the number of times and the number of sirs/mdm tt came and asked me to re-take OTC`07. not tt i dun want to.. but hey, a levels is nx year. i really do not want to risk it for ANYTHING. even my ultra impt sjab. seeing all my fellow OTC mates in their really nice full u.. damn, i can't help but feel a bit of envy. jasmine is not re-taking it anymore. is a theory test so impt? and damn, it does not even includes anything about first aid or stuff helpful to us! does a a piece of paper determine whether i`m good enuff to be an officer? stop telling me to re-take re-take. wat if i re-take and flunk it again? i really dun want to waste so many sundays for this. for tt peice of paper to prove tt i`m fit to be officer. i really have no idea. and i have to make a choice first. do i need tt thing on my shoulder to help sjabnhc? do i? i often ask myself tt and often enuff, i dun have any answer. how long will i stay in sjabnhc? do i need this? heck, i have no idea at all. byebye- SJAB CAMP
banngg. returned from sjab camp!first day: i reached at 10 plus. just laze ardd. see see here see see there. then wait for trainees to come. then went yishun safra to shoot. my scores were good! then blah blah blah. went online at 11 plus. talked to vicky. and he got tricked HAHAHA bangg. kept playing with the handwriting thingy and made vicky and jishen irritated with my horrible handwriting. haha then defaulter (?) parade. damn fun! command fast fast, timing fast fast. cool. blah blah blah. make pancakes for them(: sentosa! they had pt in water. like so fun! then they played amazing race. i just sat in the sun and got sunburnt. back to sch. jamborre night. see puiyin they all. fun(: MAKING MELODY IN MY HEARTTT(: they made me miss my cadet days soooooooo much. third day. they went hiking. i stayed in sch to do the video of photos. bang. the video screwed last min. i stayed whole night to do it los! bang. i hate movie maker now. saw chianlim and shaorong. they came back for ncc. and saw jishen too. cos his job is to bring the ncc pple for trekking. fun job. i want! bangg. just heard from cl tt they got lost and one girl nearly fainted and they have to carry her back. poor girl. went home at 6pm. work the nx day. nearly fell asleep. haha bangg. this issuch a short entry for a three day two night camp. i think the sec 3 did a good job. seeing the diff in then from sec one till now.. sigh of relief. they really changed and become better. i`m so glad for it. they were alll so tired and i felt so hearted-broken tt i got no heart to say anything back for debrief. not t i have much to say. thanks for everything sec three. GOOD JOB(: and i hate nhhs managment. NO SLIPPERS. i was almost lock out from nhhs because of tt. and NO MORE FIRE DRILL. STUPID CELMENTI RESIDENTS. forever coplaining tt we are noisy. even when it's onli 9pm. BANGGGG UR HEAD! this camp.. i din do much. wanted to let the sec three do it themselves and they prove me right. i feel so guilty cos the video din work out. and tt's the onli thing i can help with. bang my head. i want to go back to my cadets days=X and tsk. i am missing alot of pple now:( damn, i got my nails done, red colour. then i realised tt i got sjab camp this coming tues. whao danggggggg. my money. and liyi's time for waiting. whao dannnnnggggggg. went bugis with family today. from 11am till 7pm. my legs and feet are aching like madddddd. bought a top and bottom and a pair of funky earrings HAHA red ones. damn, i`m into red now. i saw this red pumps. damn pretty. but pretty useless too cos i duno how to match those STRIKING red shoes. yes that's about today. plus plenty of walking and walking and walking. going for camp soon. working tml! and one more thing. DUN EVER EVER TRUST ANGJUNTING AND ZHOUREN. we were supposed to meet ten at je popular to get stuff for our families. then junting got home from work onli this morning. so he replied my message onli then. haha and he said okie to meet ten at je! GUESS WAT. tt two idiots overslept. thank god i stayed at home and din go down or i will be a complete idiot. HAHA and to think it was their idea to buy the stuff today! i wanna do CIP overseas. damn, jjc don't offer such trips. dangg. tell me where i can sign up for such stuff! oh the ivan poser, pls get away. byebye. dun pose as the high ego IVAN LIM ZIBIN. u wun be able to follow his high-ego way of tagging. HAHA right. family one and four meeting today. HAHA attendance was crap. F1 got 17 i think. F4 got 7,8? haha very fuuny. cos zhouren forgot to pass the message down=X so we designed the family banners and badges and we kept jacking F4 cos they got so little pple. they tried to spy on us HAHA after tt, we went lunch-ing with some of the F1 and F4 pple. and i`m so sad to say, i dun even noe one or two of them. less than ten went HAHA and it was raining and my buttocks felt wet HAHA then me eunice and clara and freddy went to JE. then freddy went off. then we went to IMM and they got a job at my workplace. haha and we went to eat. HAHA weird. we were not hungry at the lunch but when we reached IMM, we were hungry haha and they told me stuff tt made me so shocked. learnt cheers. DO U REALLY THINK I CARE? DUN CARE HECK CARE. DO U REALLY THINK I CARE? I DUN GIVE A DAMN! I DUN GIVE A DAMN! or sth like tt. HAHA and two other funny cheers. and i like this most. met jo and twin in the morning for rono hse thingy. 'ya i love those small thai coconuts!' 'actually, i dun really like coconuts.' TWIN AR TWIN. romeo's mother's past. HAHA okie byebye. i need to type email to dev. HAHA i dun give a damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn i dun give a damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! 1. Single, taken or crushing? SINGLE AND HAPPY(:(: 2. Are you happy with your life now? yes, happy but down at times. admit it, there aint no one that is happy every single second of his life. 3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast? when do u even noe that u met the right person? 4. Have you ever been heart broken? duhhhhhhh. 5. Do you believe that there are some circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable? haha no. unless the guy got cancer and dun not wish to burden his loved one and lie her that he is in love with someone else HAHA i`m very dramama:D 6. Would you take someone back even if he/she cheats on you? been there done it. to hell with it! almost everyone who done this thing said, NO. oh freak, when it is happening, half them, no, 3/4 of them will take tt someone back. no one can have the answer to ANY kind of love questions. 7. Have you talked about marriage to someone else before? DUH! I THINK GETTING MARRIED IS FUN! GETTING PREGNANT IS MORE FUN! imagine a life growing inside you. i think this kind of joy is sth tt guys will nv ever understand. pregnancy makes periods more bearable. HAHA fret not, i`m not pregnant and not planning to until i get married HAHA 8. Do you want children? YES YES YES. MANY MANY! 9. How many? okie not tt many. three will do if i`m afford to have them. 10. Would you consider adoption? hmm yes i think. if i can't give birth. or if i`m too rich then i will adpot one kid from those poor countries. and duh, i must have my own kid! i mean kidS. 11. If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him/her to let you know his/her feelings? - 12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships? yes(: 13. Do you believe in love at first sight? no HAHAHA but i got a fren tt went with a guy tt is older by 12 years and it is sth like love at first sight. she freaks me out totally. 12 yearsssssssssssssssssssssssss. 14. Do you believe you can change someone? half-half 15. If you could get married somewhere, where would it be? anywhere as long as the guy i`m marrying is someone i really love! HAHA but venice will be nice(: 16. Do you give in easily when fighting? oh hell no. NO. 17. Do you have feelings for anyone now? noooooooooooooo. 18. Do you ever wish that you could have had someone but you messed it up? no. HAHA 19. Have you ever broken a heart? NO! 20. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy/girl you are deeply in love with, what will you do? oh pls. i think liyi yvee dev germ huijun DO NOT HAVE THE SAME TASTE AS ME. thank god(: 21. Are you missing anyone right now? hell yes. alot of pple in fact. liyi dev germ yvee, vicky, PUIYIN and huijun. huijun, we got hell of catching up to do! 22. Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs. xinyi xinyi xinyi xinyi xinyi. byebye. i`m tt bored. or rather, i`m sick of doing wat i was doing before i came and did this. family one meet this coming wed 15th nov. 12pm in sch, bannister! pls bring along five dollars pls(: PICTURES
picture-feast time!those were the green green class tee days(: cafe; our ao2 hangout this photo made me laughed for hours and hours and hours. credit: ms isabelle. OH MY DARLING! GERMAINE! us crazy antics then right after O2. the 2 different TANs WE HAD. on our way back from class dinner at marina after O2 it amazes me how ao2 still bond together and meet up even up till now. the ladies(: the perfect ending(: A03 OUTING!
eh A03 OUTING CANCELLED! REPONSE TO ZOO IS POOR! we change it to 18TH NOV SAT ALRIGHT? MEET 1PM AT JE CONTROL STATION! PLS RESPONSE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA and ao2 outing, pls refer to http://jjc06a02.blogspot.com! BYEBYE, MY LOVES!~ i know it's ugly; but it is always the thoughts tt count:D JJ010, CHECK US OUT. we started us the most un-bond grp cos we came from diff sch and barely know each other. heck, months later, we are the most bonded grp and one of the most effective one! with our how-how leader EUNICE ANG, our lovely-bimbotic editor SHARLENE GOH, our poor victim of pillow fights JOSEPHINE SNG and our solo-high-ego guy IVAN LIM. i loved the way we ended pw, celebrating ivan's birthday. AO3 PPLE, THERE WILL AN OUTING THIS COMING MONDAY, 13TH! WE ARE GOING TO THE ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! PLS MEET ONE AT JE MRT STATION! OP today. glad it is ALL over(: i clocked 4:10min. i think it is too short=X then gave ivan a surprise for his birthday! at je's pizza hut. he is so touched. we din wish him at all thruout the whole day, cos we wanan make him think tt we duno tt it is his birthday HAHA we coming in with his cake. HARD CAKE. he blowing the candles on his HARD CAKE! he eating his HARD CAKE! JJ010 after op. THE BEST GRP(: the ladies in the toilet we took neos! nice nice! i look very like twin in this neo! note the GOH CHING YI SHARLENE and WANG XINYI haha JJ010 IS THE BEST(: went home sleep after tt and went to work. on the way up, i saw ruth camie and sharlene (a02). then i saw junting zhouren and jishen! and they did not recognise me at all la. they are about to walk right past me=.= then zhouren went up for interview. haha he's starting on friday. haha finally someone whom i noe! my fren at work tot tt jishen is my younger brother HAHA i&r tml, op will be over(: byebye(: i was very happy at work today(: i slept from 730pm to now! hahahaha work was bad today. the new visa machine came. and i made so many mistakes. give wrong change. forgot to key in member fee forgot to press 'visa' before entering the auth code. !@#^&*^^&%$@#$^%&*&(_)(*&^%#$!@ work is bad bad bad. op was alright. mr goh loved our video. and i`m relatively alright so shld be no prob(: just tt we waited from ten to eleven for him to get the keys to a room and i ended half an hour late for work. i think my boss is not tooooo happy=X i wanna change my phone to the ultra thin edidtion 12.9 omgg. the phone is cool beyond cool, sleek beyond sleek. i want OP to hurry come and go. i just got the urge to post this again.pls note how blur keith was, how MEGA-BIG ACTIONS tt sharlene has, how sharlene seems to be the one going to keith instead of the other way round, how my poor twin is cut off the video, how she and ivan turn the wrong way, and of cos, HOW GREAT ME AND CAL WERE(: but we started out a bit wrong and our ending was just a little little screwed. but the actual one was okie(: UBER FUNNY. work is so tiring today and ytd. worked non-stop the moment i stepped into workplace. today: econ extra lessons. i din learn anything, with no fault of ms lim. all my fault haha can't seems to concentrate. pw. alright for my grp(: meeting on sun. but need to go work at 5 again.=X then rush to work. din have a single min of rest. just kept working and doing alot alot alot of paperwork today. my fingers smells of carbon paper now. tml working full day. 1030am to 10pm. tiring! but thinking tt every single min i`m earning money, the hardwork seems to pay off(: vicky's obsession with ******** is scaring me. hahahahaha my dearest yvee and dev, i think we shld meet for mac brekkie real soon. or subway, eat fresh. i`m aching for it :D uh-huh. all the best for a level chinese pple. byebye(: esp to vik: ALL THE BEST FOR TAMIL PAPER! |