oh well. william sir called me. it was really really nice of him. listen to him almost make me cry again! he said he was surprised that i din pass the re test. and that i would make a good officer. and that he dun always tell everyone that. and that i din fail cos of my performace, but cos of my re test.


THAT MADE ME FEEEEEEL SOOOOO MUCH BETTER(:


cheers man.


promos is just around the corner. sigh. studying so much until i can die. but i guess less than half went in.


i need my PILL.


I FEEL SO LOST NOW. DAMN IT. SAVE ME, ASSHOLES.


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this is prob the first time in my life that i swear so much.



everything is piling on; and i can't take it any longer.