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so we are at the crossroads
But I can feel my heart open againIt's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken hearts |
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AALRIGHTYYYYY(:
alright.changed my blogskin. think this skin is nice(: bright and cheerful. just wat i need now. alright. utterly bored. going back to study now. alright. gp paper was okie. chinese paper=-X i tired to make frens with it, but it was so unfriendly and refuses to communicate with me. MATH. sigh. point taken? i`m looking forward to wed. last day of exams. i looooooove compoSITION! alright. time to get my mind going. lit paper 5, econ and GEOG. it is not once, not twice and i started to lose count of the times you pushed me, harshly, down and down, again and again. it is such a cruel thing cruel cruel cruel thing but this is reality, THE harsh reality. i guess it brought (and will continue to) you immerse joy just to see me fall back when i barely got back on my weak legs. question questions. set me free set me free set me free, pretty please. get away, i said. can't you hear? just get away, so my poor poor soul can finally breathe. - pardon all the grammer mistakes. marcus is freaking lame, i swear. but it kinda cheered me up haha and thanks huiJOOOOOOOOON. i swear i will scream ur name to express my LOVE for you! yvee, pls get well soon! we dun need a sick yvee now. haha get well soon so we can rock the house/sch down when promos is over! kuinoi and huiJON, OGL. F1 OGL! we will rock the house down! BRING IT ON! I WANNA BE FAMILY HEAD! HAHAHA LIKE LAWRENCE! oh well. william sir called me. it was really really nice of him. listen to him almost make me cry again! he said he was surprised that i din pass the re test. and that i would make a good officer. and that he dun always tell everyone that. and that i din fail cos of my performace, but cos of my re test. THAT MADE ME FEEEEEEL SOOOOO MUCH BETTER(: cheers man. promos is just around the corner. sigh. studying so much until i can die. but i guess less than half went in. i need my PILL. I FEEL SO LOST NOW. DAMN IT. SAVE ME, ASSHOLES. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. this is prob the first time in my life that i swear so much. everything is piling on; and i can't take it any longer. THANKS A ZILLON, THANKS ADIHFUIHFJBFDHFDUSUYH-LLION EVERYONE! you guys made me feel sooooo loved. i`m so touched by every single tagg i got there. and of cos, hajar, for your sms(: i just realised that the pics look really out of shape, but nevertheless, i want to show my happiness to everyone! yes sharlene. come to think of it, ur arms really have 2 diff colours! TWIN! EVERYONE, MY TWIN HAS GOT A CRUSH ON MR***G HAHAHAHAHAHAHA see, she's is not-so-smart and she has bad taste. that's why she's in JJC and i am in HCI. HAHA and oh. about devaki and vicky's love life the lamp that he knocked over in the process the music that they have to on to cover their moans in the process. the RUGBY BALL, size five, not size four or less. the practise of blowing of the party thingy in the afternoon. and more more. HAHAHAHA got it, devaki? HAHA laughing my head off, i swear. i`m headless now man. hahahaha geog lecture was pretty dangerous. fans kept falling and hitting people. and i got really scared and i switched off the one next to me. just in case. let's not talk bout sch today. it sucksssssssssssssssss. but oh, three words from ahem made it much bearable(: lit trip cos 5k now. but i`m still bent on going(: cried. over and done with. cried on the way from hse to bus stop. cried from bus stop to sch bus stop. feel like a crybaby for this morning. totally lost it today morning. would have to say i can't take it lying down. really. i dun think i deserve to fail. oh well. cried and cried. tear-ed and tear-ed. sit in canteen and just stoned. and cried further more. then i decided. crying wun bring me any where. got to move on. if they dun let me pass, then i will forget it. but this does not make me lose my passion for sjab. in fact, it increased my passion for it. things that i dun do well in, i will make sure i set my heart into it and excel in it. THIS IS NOT GOING TO PULL ME DOWN. this is just one of the major setbacks i had in my life. moving on, farhana, vit and bowei's birthday party! i soooooo loooove the party hats! can't get enuff of them. wore then for one full day(: let the photos speak.  semi class photo.  birthday pple with mr glim.  me with brithday girl, farhana  birthday pple cutting cake.  crazy bunch of people  my lovely PW grp.  oh well. my hair is damn messy.  me with birthday boy, bowei.  (:  LOOK HUIJUN. FOR YOU MAN. it says: MISS HUIJUN ALOT. MAKE YZ LOVE ME. HAHAHAHA i failed the re test. wat the hell. i tried my best alreadi man. damn it. tear-ing - i just realised how fragile life is. i`ve got frens that have frens that are having some health prob eg. cancer, and are going to die soon. it's really scary huh? they are of the same age as me, or even younger, yet cancer hit them and they might pass away even before hitting 20. it really really scare the hell out of me. and i`m glad that my frens ard me are all healthy and bubbly. there's this lump on my right palm and that causes all the thinking up there. cos lumps are usually linked with cancer so i got really imaginative and started thinking wat if i got cancer. will i die before i finish studying? if i`m going to die, i swear i wun care bout promos. i`ll start doing gifts for everyone dear to me. haha dun worry guys. i ain't got cancer or anything life threatening. i`m still surviving and will do so till i`m at least 200 years old. whether u like it or not(: promos are drawing near. yawns yawns. Today.. MY LOVER WROTE A QUIZ. AND I DID IT!!!!! HE's SO FUNNY! guess who said that. HAHA but the quiz is really funny haha AO3 pple must give it a try HAHA i really wanna go on the UK trip=( let's hope ALL the ao3 pple can go. 41 places, 43 applicants. and that means two poor students have to be pushed to the waiting list, sadly. i want to gooooooooooooooooo. maybe i can meet victor in UK! made a slideshow of the loves of my life(: credit to weeeeeeeng cos i saw it in his blog. HAHAHA so dun worry guys, u dun have to look at my ugly drawings anymore! going for theory re-test soon. pray pray pray! cheerios(: blahh --- got back from OTC camp. din really wan to go. just wanna get it over and done with. but as it turned out, i enjoyed the camp(: it is run by INNO TREK. cool bunch of pple. first night, din sleep at all. triage after triage. kana first aid 2 i/c for the last triage. second day, went on expedition. walked 30 km! plus minus there. i swear it is tough, with all the carrying of stuff and under hot sun, etc. picture urself walking from 11am to 7pm. with feeling of vomitting in ur stomach. around LIM CHU KANG. all the rocky paths. roads with huge vehicles that drive at a alarming fast speed. and being the sweeper is not fun! practically have to run to catch up! pressed on with support of NOV. slept at 2am on the last night. woke up at 520. finally some sleep. next morning, RUNNING. went home after that. that was sunday. NOVAember(: NEHmind! slept at 7pm on sunday. on monday, i felt like a walking zombie=X germ saw jishen's underwear. germ is sick in the mind! huijun, i bought new B**s le HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH today i went to sch just to find out it is a useless day. with onli lit and chi and econ lec. so i came home and conquered physical geog. i mean tried to conquer. i`m going for lit trip to UK next year no matter wat! $3000 mum paying air tix! i need to sleep again! it's late. HAHA OTC camp. three days two nights will be over in a blink of an eye. i can't wait for it to end. my enthu-ness for ANY camp had died alongside orientation two. let it be over and it will be over. - i feel my whole world crashing into pieces. things does not seems to work out for me. i lost the leading light in my life. i so want it back. get a grip. - |