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shuling liyi w4tchou7 biwei richard weiling minyu roseline weihong foursevener SJAB fel huihui jjcians lixin jane tommy esther jasmine tzeling qingling roui mayching 06A02 06A02 isabelle germaine yvette jishen 06A03 eunice vithiya archives
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06A02 OUTING ((= This time no one can pon ok. It'll be a real outing. 10.00am HARBOURFRONT MRT16 JUNE 2006 [friday] All 06a02 people booked for that day! credit to CELESTINE=) kuinoi: IT`S GREEN=) i got sjab camp until 16th june. breaking camp at 1230 i think. haha think i`m going to book out early. haha I CAN`T WAIT. i`m still experiencing sharp pain my my abdomen area. so i din go for training today. and i hope i can go tml. hope the sharp pain in my abdomen area will go away real soon. I WAN TRAINING. i`m like shit during training nowadays. wattheshit la.and i duno why. i hate myself for having so many dropballs. i hate myself for not running faster. i hate myself for being so shit and bring the selected 12 down. i dun deserve to train with the twelve. i think coach is regretting letting me train with the 12=X hello NGHUIJUN=) i suddenly miss going to sch and studying. staying at home is like boring. i finished one whole thick book today. and i need to go lib SOON before i go bonkers at home. I WAN GO SCH! i wanna hold your handddd i wanna hold your handdd(= miracles do happen cos it`s near 12 at night and i`m not yet tucked into my bed, fast asleep=) i think it`s cos i slept like 3 hr plus this afternoon. today was the line night for the cluster camp. me huijun vicky zhiwei celest wanted to go but in the end some can`t make it so we din go haha and vicky called me when i was sleeping. haha disturbed my beauty sleep. woke up at six thirty to go to sch for the school chinese riddle competition. arrggh. waste a lot of time! ushered for half an hour plus until 9 then slack alllllllllllllll the way until 1230 then ushered the people for photo taking then END OF DUTY. oh man. wat a waste of time la. glim treated us to macs=) he`s nice afterall. so i went home and slept like a pig=) GERM. dun be bothered by wat happened! PLS DUN CRY=) SMILE! tears are not meant for pple like them. training on friday was so screwed cos it`s raining. then we had to practise our drills indoors. and it`s so cramped. coach scolded us for not being fast enuff but it`s so cramp!I HATE THE RAIN! then the cluster camp pple keep walking into our area and made it so wet and we had to run first. good thing none of us fall. and they kept kicking our cones away. wat the helllllll. and we onli played awhile of match with the J2 cos the lighthing was HORRIBLE. nicole and qinglin or was it ruth, felt the lighting touching their hair. GOSH. and we got our pretty RED jersey! SEVENTEENNNNNN!!! GERM FOONG DANCED WITH ME AND HUIJUN`S PEH YUZHENG. AND HUIJUN GAVE HER A WELL-DESERVED KICK IN HER ARSE! GOOD JOB SUHUIJUN! haha see! dun trifle with PEHYUZHENG. HAHA i know sth SHOCKING TODAY! haha during the duty. VITHIYA VITHIYA. haha GOOD TASTE THERE THOUGH=) stay cherry pls(= i wanna hold your handddddddddd. just went IMM with my sister. boring mall. hope they come up with more things there. like sooon. before i die of boredom everytime i go there. bought this very cute DIY thing. must cut sew into a handphone key chain. and it`s in a shape of A CHICKEN! haha my sister made get that one instead of the pink pig de cos she insisted that chickens are much nicer and cuter than pigs. xinyi thinks a world of her triple Rs=) UPDATED! let me tok bout my FIRST EVER PW GRP MEETING. on sunday. suppose to meet at 10 at je library. i was there at 945 cos i wanan help them book a table so we can sit nicely and write on tables=) i was shocked when i reached the lib and saw pple lining outside the lib and waiting to go into the lib. queuing to go in. QUEUING. like wth? then when the lib open the dors, THEY RAN IN. R A N. WTHWTHHHHH. shock is just 1% of how i felt. at 1011am, just as i was wondering where are my grp mates, eunice messaged me and told me she`ll be late. and guess wat? sharlene can`t make it due to family matters. josephine din pick up her phone till 12pm. she just woke up and was having a high fever. ivan forgot about it until we called him at 1130. eunice late for bout 2o mins i think. seriously! i promise i wun be early for the next meeting. no MEANING LA. arrgghh. i hate it when pple come late and much more when they forgot! oh well. i was quite pissed. this is the first time such thing happened la! had some stupid seminar today. total waste of time. i went home at one, then decided to come back for the seminar and not pon it. haha so i was back in sch at 3o5 pm, ready to go for lit. then met huijun on the way. wasted another min talkng to her LOL the seminar is BORING. AND USELESS LA. calven refused to ask questions during Q&A! vicky, you do not have ANYONE HAVING CRUSH ON YOU NOR U AS EYECANDY! haha vicky loves xinyi vicky dun lie! mama says if u lie, nose will grow longer! (roll eyes) bullshit! ( in the ugliest handwriting) i prefer cow dung=) my shit nicer. you want? not really. i`m nice and sweet so u can keep it for urself since it`s so nice=) HAHA. this was how bored me and vicky was during lit tut. haha and the paper flew to the floor and MR DORE picked it up! we were so afraid that he`ll read. but thank god he din. vicky, ONE AND A HALF YEAR! DUN FORGET! who asked you, being an idiot as usual, shot me with the rubber band. IT`S SO PAINFUL FOR THAT SECOND! haha so i`m going to threaten you with that for ONE AND A HALF YEAR=) DUN EVER BULLY ME! EVIL LAFF=)) napfa was like shit! i screwed my bloody shuttle run! i almost fell and i went one round and thus, i wasted like 1 or 2 seconds there la. so in the end my timing was 12.0s wth la. devaki was also swearing like mad! cos the floor got some shit problem apparently and thus she kept dropping the blocks. haha OH WTH)= had training today. felt very weird training today. had some stupid rono hse shit la. then keep going back and fro. from training and the rono hse thing. yawns. waste of time la! STUPID RONO HSE THING. i`m so sorry that i had so many dropped balls today. though i went for an hour plus onli. i screwed my training today. and huijun. I noe you`re pissed! haha but i`m really sorry! i need to do my viewpoint conmtinuum shit. YAWNS. probably the best xinyi in the world. here i`m blogging when about 1/3 of the sch is hidden somewhere in NTU, screaming singing clapping loudly. vicky called me duirng the interval and asked where i`m haha I`M AT HOME MY DEAR VICKY=) haha i din go for talentime la. haha and he said if i was sick. cos he said i sounded sickly. haha pple always say i sound sick over the phone. much more gentler. HAHA so vicky, you`re not the first. haha I`M STRONG AND FIT! hope talent time`o6 is worth all your ten dollars to see pple who are supposedly to be talented but maybe not so=) list of things to do: 1) rmb not to be late for sjab tml at nhss 2) set my heart to do the TWO long-dued two and half page lit essay 3) education content module essay WITH the stupid ICNG, CLSPERMS grid/mindmap 4) stupid chinese essay. free topic. 5) study for MATH ECON LIT test hopefully by sunday. 6) stop having consipation. THIS IS SO IMPT. and isabelle, his name is nice not cos u drew it, but simply because IT`S HIS BEAUTIFUL NAME=) HELLO=) sad. my 2.4km was 17 min. cos i got bloody stomach cramp during the 4th lap. then i walked the rest of the two laps. and got 17. haha it`s an EEEEEEE. throughout the day i was very tired and restless and troubled by a stupid persistent headache. lucky no major lessons today. all crap lessons. haha then i went toilet to change. then i know why i got the cramps. my big red auntie came. SIGH. WAT A TIME TO COME. SCREW MY 2.4KM. but i`m too lazy to re-run again. haha so E it`ll be. i`m aiming for Es for five station since i can`t get silver cos i alreadi got a E. HAHA rubgy ytd was WONDERFUL! our dear vicky almsot scored a goal. GOOD ONE VICKY=) haha glad i went for the match=) liyi: TODAY WAS FUN! haha glad we finally had the time to meet! pizza! haha our love huh. haha we must meet again in june when IT`S MY BIRTHDAY! haha it`s a promise! haha miss you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo very much. so glad to see you doing well. you and allllll your eye candies and crushes. haha enjoy life in AJC. LOVEYA MS ZHENLIYI=) HELLO=) here to blog. first to germ. DUN BE PISSED. this is kinda of expected right? just got to bear with it. U MUST ENDURE IT! well well. nv hand in compo just say nv hand in can. ARGH. had my chinese oral today. talk bout blogging. teacher says i`m good! oh well. this is the first time i got a praise from a CHINESE TEACHER. it`s chinese. C H I N E S E. jishen got the cheek to ask bout ao2 outing. when he told yvette that he`s going. and huijun! i`ll nv forgive you for letting bout ten pple wait for you for half an hour plus! ARRGGHH. haha can see why matin is kinda pissed with things. seventeen seventeen. teoweihong. THIS IS S WARNING! STOP POSTING THAT DISGUSTING PIC LA! EEEEWW. it made me have goosebumps all over my body for days! and i`m H1 math la! that`s why i scored well for my math test. think mr tan hsiao yuZ will be soooooooooooooooo proud of me HAHA i suffered from laughing fits today with the sec two squad. laugh until i can`t give commands la. walked into lt1. DARKNESS. and jethro refused to let me on the lights! i can`t hardly find my way to my seat. and J1 and J2 OGLS and fac must go down to support soccer for semi finals. ON THURSDAY. when i`m meeting dear liyi and shuling. have to postpone it again my two dearest!for like how many dozens times?????? i really can`t stand it le la. wth. WHYWHYWHY. and why they din support rugby finals? FINALS LA. find this unfair los. argghhh. i noe i want to blog bout alot of things. but apparently my mind is switching off. and telling me to go sleep cos tml got one and half hour of chinese. and two straight hours of lit. and a bloody lit test tml. and it`s open book. but i dun think it`ll make a difference to me. be it open or close book. sleep. sleeping. sleep-ED. oh ya. it`s slept. sorry=X hello=) i`m seventeen for touch rug! YEA YEA! seventeen! and huijun is six. we`re both loving our numbers!! suppose to draw lots for our numbers but everyone dun like their choosen numbers so we just kept switching then most of us got our desired numbers. haha SEVENTEEN=) yawns. i haven do my lit hw! the stupid two and a hlaf page essay cos i really duno how to do cos i dun understand the text. arrgghh. will conquer it again later. hopefully. ao2 outing~ onli 9 turned up. me germ liying mathani zhiwei vicky matin harrison ming. was okie la. i agree with kuinoi. ao2 is drifting apart at a speed we both dun like! this is quite sad but nvm. june hols! everyone must go! haha din do anything much. we spent more than half our time deciding where we shld go lol but it was nice to just see them and talk to them haha seeing them makes me realised sth. haha sth very impt. time to conquer charles dickens. H U G It's wonderful what a hug can do A hug can cheer you when you're blue. A hug can say "I love you so".Or "Gee, I hate to see you go". A hug is "welcome back again"; and "Great to see you! Where've you been?" A hug can soothe a small child's pain, and bring a rainbow after rain. The hug! There's just no doubt about it-- We scarcely could survive without it! A hug delights and warms and charms. It must be why God gave us arms. Hugs are great for fathers and mothers. Sweet for sisters. Swell for brothers. And chances are your favorite aunts Love them more than potted plants. Kittens crave them. Puppies love them. Heads of State are not above them. A hug can break the language barrier. And make your travels so much merrier. The more you give the more there's of 'em. So stretch those arms without delay and give someone a Hug today! hello=) wanted to come online ytd. but after touch training, i laid on my bed for a SHORT REST. but who noe! i fell asleep and i can`t be bothered to get up hahahaha so i continued to sleep! i even missed the nine oclock tv serial la. damn! training was fun ytd. played the the game! 6v6. fun! played non-stop for bout half an hour before someone sub me. whao tired sia. haha at first coach said a short ten min game in the end we played for 45 min. but it was damn damn fun la! haha <3 touch! HAHA went home with minee. minyi. minee. either one la. i also duno LOL talked alot! haha din know she`s tt talkative de la. haha and we both agreed tt nokia are coming up with ugly and stupid hp. haha had pw lecture today. total waste of time la. watever she said is in the notes and it`s not really useful la. waste time. and next week there`s lecture too. sian. went to jp with germ and YVETTE during the one and half hour break. surprise surprise! haha yvette went with us! haha tot she`ll stay in sch cos she`s too lazy to go out. LOL jp is way toooooooo boring can. arrgghh. even ginza is better! maybe cos ginza is less crowded. haha oh well. on wed someone got on my nerves really bad B A D. was soooooooo irritated with him la! if u din ans any questions, pls dun say u did. trying gain some participation points? and even if u did, you gave some crap and obvious ans. and u din even listen to wat the teacher say! and repeated wat the teacher say, thinking you answered her question when she alreadi said the ans. LISTEN LA. i noe the econ teacher is PRETTY but pls. stop trying to attract her attention can. even ms foo is irritated with you. talk non stop during lesson, thinking you`re very smart. if u`re that smart, why did u not think of a PI of your own? why must you get someone else to do it for you? and coming up with rubbish PI and insis that ther`re GREAT. and stop ponning sch for no reason la. it`s so obvious that you`re not sick and that you wrote and signed the excuse letters YOURSELF. why did i end up with such pple in my pw grp? and it`s also so obvious that i`m so bloody pissed off with him. got ao2 outing tml! THREE AT CCK PPLE! DUN BE LATE=) HELLO=) had my beloved econs test today during lecture. goshh. i think i`m going to fail. suppose to write like four pages [according to the teacher] and i wrote onli 2 pages. everyone ardd me wrote at least three pages. isabelle bowei jishen blah. practically everyone. i think i suck at econs . i can understand all the bloody determaints but i duno how to put to use. vicky, high five! and jishen really got the baby smell. was wondering wat`s the queer smell during the whole econs test. then i figured it out LOL got back my WONDERFUL MATH TEST! I GOT SEVENTEEN AND A HALF OUT OF 20!!! it`s been ages that i`m able to pass a math test and even got an A for this! but this test is easy. but still GOOD JOB WANGXINYI! hahaha one day, isabelle. i`ll find one day when u have to stay back for math and we dun have to! then i`ll laugh at you! going out with huijun and germ on next friday! to town i guess. THE THREE NINJAS STRIKE. can`t wait. haha was thinking of what to wear during geog lecture LOL tml is friday`s timetable. SUCK. got one and half hour chinese!!! arggghhh. can just die. haha and i scored 37/50 for my chinese test! I`M SO HAPPY. i passed both my worst subjects! yea yea yea=) can`t wait for da vinci code to screen!! 18th may. i`ll be waiting. un-patiently. hello=) today is a beautiful saturday! cos i slept till 9! YEA. haha been ages since i wake up at 9. a much more earthly hour than 6 every morning. and training at ntu today was cancelled cos coach got sth on. haha sth to be happy and sad bout. need to wait till wed to touch the rugby ball again=( ytd the walk from the sch bus stop to sch was exciting. haha cos it raining heavily. was wondering how on earth am i suppose to cross the road and not get wet and get to sch on time. was worried that i will be late again cos i was late two days ago. cos i went home to get my PI. freak PI. haha if i was late ytd i wld be late for 3 times this term LOL and tt`s bad. haha but anw, was quite relieved to see weihong at the bus stop. shared umbrella with lengchoo haha and we crossed the road and we were wet la! the umbrella is a bit no use ar. haha but at least our heads were dry. haha the moment i walked into sch and the moment i left sch were very very good! went for shadow outing. to amanda`s condo. FINALLY. and for once. haha me and huijun went la. had a hard hard time trying to ask yuzheng to go but in the end, he din go too la. stupid pehyuzheng. but at least i saw the whole WOC gang ytd! haha been ages since i talked to leonard and pehyuzheng la. as for huijun, i been seeing and talking to her everyday. HAHA was bored during the outing. games com had the most number of poeple. me huijun leonard bryan and carrie. 5/9! we win! hahahaha went home first at 8 plus. me and huijun walked out to the bus stop cos the shuttle bus will take a very long time to reach. haha so we plucked up our courage and walked the whole stretch of dark and quiet road. sth scary happened on the way! me and huijun was just admiring the beautiful houses and how to marry rich guys haha then we saw this really nice and pretty hse and walked close to it and see. and suddenly! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOF! the HUGE DOG JUMPED AT THE GATE AND IT SEEMED LIKE HE`S COMING THRU THE GATE! AND IT`S DAMN SCARY! we run laway frm tt damn hse and our legs turn jelly-like! stupid dog. i hate you! imagine two girls walking down a lane full of HUGE dogs that seems to be able to climb over the short gates and attack us anytime! argghH! ANYTIME! board the bus and went home. hah then watch tv. haha and din study again la. so i woke up today and study geog. haha cos i din listen to ms zhou cos i dun have the notes haha then i din listen. i`m too dependent on notes during lectures! or i`ll switch off=X and germ almost brought me to the wrong LT AGAIN. aiyo germ. AIYOOOO. and oh. ytd i had a good meal in sch. HAHA GOOOOD. not because the food is good but! HAHA HELLO=) haha today is a damn boring day. all the lessons were crap! i din learn anything today. haha had PW lecture today so in the end can`t meet liyi and shu also. liyi got math lecture too. SIGHH. all the busy women handling their busy stupid school life. liyi shuling: WE HEREBY PROMISE WE`LL MEET UP REAL SOON! LOL i miss the two of them so badly! the two4`03 clique. and MAK JUNLING TOO! and huijie and liping and huihui! haha i see huihui like almost once a week cos we both go back to sjabnhc haha i reached home at 449pm today. haha cool. been ages since i reached home when the sky is still bright haha feels weird though. and here i`m. wasting the my pathetic moments left, blogging. when i still have a 2 and half page LITERATURE essay to write, which is due TML. and i have to finish the OH-SO-NICE LIT TEXT BY TODAY so i can write the essay=.o and geog mini-research-project cum essay nx wednesday and a econ test to study for next monday. at least my math test is OVER and i feel great about it! haha it was easy but still, i always fail all kind of math tests, even simple ones like the one i had. haha SIGH. pls pls let me get 10 marks to pass! haha mdm lee din turn up for econs tut ytd. and we all tot she went to give birth. and we were have a mega discussion to see if her water bag burst on the way to toilet anot. HAHA she din turn up for tut today too la. she`s on mc haha but might give birth ANYTIME haha she`s due back to sch nx week, that`s if she haven got her water bag burst. HAHA HOW EVIL. oh bother. i can`t stand someone. seriously. he`s getting on my damn nerves. i skipped pc like AGAIN? hahaha i`m so sorry isabelle. haha i noe i promised that i`ll go haha but i`m too lazy. haha SO SORRY! my lazy cells jsut took over my whole body and force me not to take pc. was kinda distracted during training ytd haha duno why. haha huijun, i swear it was not because he`s there kkae. haha i`m just distracted haha by nth. haha training was damn fun ytd. haha love it=) and he cut his hair. damn ugly. yucks. ya germ and yvee. he`s not even good-looking in the first place. i noe i noe. germ was horrible today during pw lecture. haha u wun smell nice after pc dce okie! haha and u dun have to say so loud in front of them la! HORRIBLE. HORRIBLE GERM. wait till i find some antibiotics to kill you this horrible germ hahaha HELLO=) haha today is a damn boring day. all the lessons were crap! i din learn anything today. haha had PW lecture today so in the end can`t meet liyi and shu also. liyi got math lecture too. SIGHH. all the busy women handling their busy stupid school life. liyi shuling: WE HEREBY PROMISE WE`LL MEET UP REAL SOON! LOL i miss the two of them so badly! the two4`03 clique. and MAK JUNLING TOO! and huijie and liping and huihui! haha i see huihui like almost once a week cos we both go back to sjabnhc haha i reached home at 449pm today. haha cool. been ages since i reached home when the sky is still bright haha feels weird though. and here i`m. wasting the my pathetic moments left, blogging. when i still have a 2 and half page LITERATURE essay to write, which is due TML. and i have to finish the OH-SO-NICE LIT TEXT BY TODAY so i can write the essay=.o and geog mini-research-project cum essay nx wednesday and a econ test to study for next monday. at least my math test is OVER and i feel great about it! haha it was easy but still, i always fail all kind of math tests, even simple ones like the one i had. haha SIGH. pls pls let me get 10 marks to pass! haha mdm lee din turn up for econs tut ytd. and we all tot she went to give birth. and we were have a mega discussion to see if her water bag burst on the way to toilet anot. HAHA she din turn up for tut today too la. she`s on mc haha but might give birth ANYTIME haha she`s due back to sch nx week, that`s if she haven got her water bag burst. HAHA HOW EVIL. oh bother. i can`t stand someone. seriously. he`s getting on my damn nerves. i skipped pc like AGAIN? hahaha i`m so sorry isabelle. haha i noe i promised that i`ll go haha but i`m too lazy. haha SO SORRY! my lazy cells jsut took over my whole body and force me not to take pc. was kinda distracted during training ytd haha duno why. haha huijun, i swear it was not because he`s there kkae. haha i`m just distracted haha by nth. haha training was damn fun ytd. haha love it=) and he cut his hair. damn ugly. yucks. ya germ and yvee. he`s not even good-looking in the first place. i noe i noe. germ was horrible today during pw lecture. haha u wun smell nice after pc dce okie! haha and u dun have to say so loud in front of them la! HORRIBLE. HORRIBLE GERM. wait till i find some antibiotics to kill you this horrible germ hahaha HELLO=) haha got touch training tml! YEAAAA=) went queensway again today with ivy. haha bought more earrings! bought for huijun also LOL lovely earrings! haha can`t wait to wear them haha reached home at five plus. tired. sleepy. slept at 630. thewn woke up at 730 in HORROR cos i haven settle my pi and my gp content module. yawns. i`m toking on msn, doing my gp and watching tv. HAHA multi task-ing, as wat wenxuan will say that all girls can do. haha poor lawrence. cos me huijun and germ was walking then i was saying 'stupid **!" then lawrence walked past. somemore i did a very stupid action haha thinks he thinks i`m scolding him stupid? haha then we all burst out into laughter LOL this entry is short haha cos i`m too tired to go into any details. LOL YAWNS. IT`S BED TIME! |