XOXO

		so we are at the crossroads But I can feel my heart open again It's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken hearts

XOXO X I N Y I 23o689 speak happyness 2/4 shuling liyi w4tchou7 biwei richard weiling minyu roseline weihong foursevener SJAB fel huihui jjcians lixin jane tommy esther jasmine tzeling qingling roui mayching 06A02 06A02 isabelle germaine yvette jishen 06A03 eunice vithiya archives December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 January 2010 credits Design: doughnutcrazy		this will be a emotional entry. can`t stand it pls get away. crystal told me sth today when we were at the cafe. she said even since i became shadow i`m become more fierce and less crazy. in short, the un-xinyi de xinyi. valentine said tt bout me and germ too. was kinda disturbed with that commment. i wan to be the old and crazy me. i wan so badly to be crazy again! but i can`t. and i duno why. too stressed up? too fucked up? life is beoming hectic day by day. with sc and meetings and sjab. less smile more angry face. yea. crystal struck me with tt sentence of hers. kkae. face it wangxinyi. my life is getting from bad to worse. i`m not smiling. i`m not laughing frm the bottom of my heart. laughing just to cover up the bloody feelings of mine. haven laughed HAPPILY for a long long long time. dun deny tt i`m not happy at all. seriously duno why. but now tt i`m totally out of sc, i laughed today. frm the bottom of my heart. i felt very very happy today. a sudden rush of relief. like a huge load been lift off my shoulders. more relaxed. and i laughed so happily after so very long. a laughter that i haven experienced for a very long time. and i`m glad it came back today. i feel the real XINYI coming back to me. beware pple. the crazy girl, with the HORRIFIC laughter is coming back. you`ll hear me before u see me=) it`s good to be the old xinyi again! germ, pls dun be sad or stressed okie.. dun let tt bimbo affect ur mood. DUN MAKE ME AND HUIJUN WORRY FOR YOU! tml is first ever touch training for me! WHEEETTS. i`m coming back. i love myself. i`ll make my life good. Posted on: Friday, April 28, 2006 Posted at: 8:45 PM