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so we are at the crossroads
But I can feel my heart open againIt's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken hearts |
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this is so disheartening. i really duno wat to say. seeing a squad with 28, frm the quiet ones to someone who can lead and have the potential to lead. in 2004, u guys were still quiet. not daring to do things. by 20o5 june, when i left u all, i felt proud of ALL OF YOU. cos all of u grew into a different person. someone who can lead the corps to greater heights. i told myself, this is great. i have 28 potential leaders to take over their seniors. i tot i can leave sjabnhc with no worries. because i believe that they can all do well in the exco. but i still chose to go to otc with huihui cos we both wanna help them to bring the corps to up. with you all. within another year, you all changed. changed to another different person. pple stop going for parades all together. u guys slacken down. no longer have the heart and passion to learn anymore. the potential i see in you all are GONE. ALL G O N E. hah. sometimes i wonder, wat for? wat for i go thru otc when they are refusing to learn? refusing to work as a squad? all the backstabbings. all the bad mouthing bout one and another. do i see this before in you all? no i dun. I DUN. where`s the strong bond i used to see in u all? where`s the support u guys used to give one another? dun think i duno wat`s going on in the squad. i do have eyes. i can see. i can hear. i talked to you all. asking for reasons why u guys refused to go for parades at times. is the parade too tough? is the commanders not good? the prog not good? 'no' is the ans i get for all the questions i get frm u all. but why pple? why? why u guys are so sick of sj now? where`s the level of passion i see in u all? in the past u guys are always looking forward to parades. now? all dreading it. wat wrong pple? WAT`S WRONG? once some of u become squad commanders, u all will uderstand wat i`m feeling now. it SUCKS. |