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so we are at the crossroads
But I can feel my heart open againIt's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken hearts |
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it`s all over in a blink of the eye! can`t believe it.. kinda sad! i wan o2 to repeat! it all started with me disliking shadows. and i further dislike it when pple in my class start going ' ah u shadow u big la!' haha though they are onli kidding but it does have an effect on me huijun and germ. it does hurts at times. but of cos. being o6ao2 they showered us with lotsa love and care too! haha every other time they`ll ask us to take care and stuff. it all these small little things tt touched the three of us. love o6ao2=) all the planning with shadows. all the so-called-conflicts. all the differences. all put aside to make this orientation a success. all the scoldings and blastings we got frm seniors and teachers. all the dry runs. all the running here and there. all the tears tt shadows shed during meetings and when things got real tough. sometimes things got so hard to handle tt i wanted to quit. esp the period of time when huijun was not considered a shadow cos she put sajc as her first choice. i depended on her! lotsa persure cos games was the main core of the entire camp. supposed to oversee everything and make sure things go on right. all the late nights. looking thru the proposals and understanding them. all the scrubbing after the games. made all of us grow muscles! the packing of log stuff. pestering log com to give us our required log items. i love my woc gang! huijun leonard yuzheng! though we got kinda separated, with huijun goign to actual story, me as com 2nd i/c, i still wished i was part of the wonderful woc lame gang. the joy we had in tt gang. haha the fun. all the lame shit. hahhahahah all the racking of our brains to think of exciting games! i racked so hard till my hair started dropping Lol me huijun and nicole! the ants! hahhahahahaha all the times we had bitching ardd hahaha everything went okie-ly during camp. not much feelings when i first went up on stage to give instructions to 860 pple. okie i did it. yes. i dun have to give tt face anymore. i can be crazy! i can laugh like mad! i can scream! dun have to pretend to be strict and not smiling on stage anymore! haha poor chengxun. he`s the one controlling the mike and music. everytime i will go 'chengxun i wan to tok!' then he have to tone down the music and let me tok. sometimes i forgot to tell him then he will give me tt look tt make me wan to laff but i can`t. haha xunxun! jj night. super cool. met up with o6ao2 pple. LOVE THEM!!! all came in tt lime green class tee. so nice to see them there! danced with vicky! haha super funny la. haha then after everything, all shadows went up onto the stage. haha with all our teary red eyes. saw our class pple sitting behind in the super bright lime green shirt. then saw marcus walked in! super happy to see him la. though he got bball trials he still came though it was quite late alreadi! then me germ huijun went down to hug everyone of o6ao2. the multi racial three. the fivesome. aww. it was hard to say goodbye tt day. super hardd.wanted to linger with the class more but can`t cos we need to gather with the shadows again. kinda sad cos wun be seeing the class anymore! pple like celest marcus matin liying. dun asked me why o6ao2 is so bonded. it just sth in us tt made us so bonded. sth special=) awwww. i miss them so very much=( sth happened tt made me blushed like mad. m a d. all thanks to kuinoi mat germ serena. kill me sia. eweb the next day was horrible! i cried again! cos it was super touching. seeing ms tan cried. then all the girls got triggered off and we all cried together. all the times we had together.. cried and cried and cried. me and huijun cried until we got to shared the same piece of tissue haha updated: AND OH! someone touched me deeply. deeply. one camper came up to me after jj night. just before lights out. he said this to me: i think u did a great job! well done! and he shook my hand. from family 3 og12. haha can`t rmb the name LOL but he touched me so deeply la! i wanna thank him like mad but i dun who he is=X mr handsome ng said tt jj night was a break thru cos it`s the first o2 jj night whereby campers cried. he said we did it. we surpassed the previous batch of shadows. oh yes. finally they said tt we are good. jj night. best night of the entire camp. i love jj night=) me germ and huijun joining Sc. ya. see the three of us rawk sc like mad=) i dun wanna miss a thing. |