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heyss!
i`m back! haha like i`m even gone like tt. haha anw i did sth i`m so proud off!! =]] yeass! i`m so bored now. haha went to lib with bro in the afternoon. went to imm first to see wat pencil case i like so i can buy. haha then walked all the way to je interchange. went to popular first to buy pens. it was so crowded la. haha so many pple. haha then went to lib. stayed for like half an hour. py called haha saying tt she and kq can`t find hui haha cos they supposed to go hq haha funny. haha in da end they manage to find her. haha =]] went back to imm de op to buy my pencil case. haha same design as my tote bag! haha it`s sixteen dollars. but got 20% storewide. so end up onli costs 12.8o. yea=]] saw nicole sim and huihui [3o8] then went home and slept till 6! haha msg him then ya.. so proud of myself haha =]] yeass friday going down to sch. for the cca extravaganza da moblie display.6 sec ones involved so i going down to check and see da sec 2 dun bully my sec ones!! =pp haha sch reopening le. haven even touch my hw lo. haha sianz. haha but good la. can see my frens! haha kinda miss sch. haha yea.. to him: heyss i feel so relieved. haha i`m sure for this time is real le. confirm. haha no more wanting to get back for stuff like this okie? purely frens. swear. haha =]] FRENS! haha =]] confirm forgetting u le =]] take care! heyss today had sj de initiation cum promo parade. haha reached at 7. haha to make sure everything is okie la. but end up sill got 2 person dun have slouder flash =x arrggh. told them the last mim things. parade start at 8 plus i think. not sure cos no watch. haha OC sir [mr chow] put their beret for them. py kq yt complaining tt their hair very messy haha weird. haha they look funny in their beret. maybe cause they nv season [?] their beret. haha then they were given their AFA certs. haha then promo parade. haha when its my turn my leg became numb. almost cannot move. haha then say da sj pledge. haha horrible sia haha so messy. haha parade ends at 12++ after parade then ate lunch la. then meeting. till 2 plus. reached home at 315. bathe and went tuition which is at 4. haha wasnt late. was early in fact. haha so tired.. haha went m`sia for the weekend. haha was sooooo bored. haha no nice tv prog. then the shopping mall is like.. haha nothing at all? haha was sooo darn bored. haha guess tt`s about it ba=]]] to da sec ones: HEYS! good job pple!! onli five fall out. =]] keep up da good job sec ones! congrats on getting full u too! =]] jiayou! i`m ur past tense__________` you`re my forever tense__________` heyss. yup thankss=p i am better. much better=pp haha so cold now. wind keep blowing. haha received a x`mas card from SHULING! thanks girl=]] not sending any x`mas card this year. haha cos no $$ =x anw today was a okie day. woke up at 83o. played with lunlun [my mum`s a nanny. tts da baby she`s looking after] he so cute! he cut a nice hairstyle. super cool. haha he`s onli one yr ++ haha did some revision. haha slept for 3 whole hours. from 1 to 4. haha i finally know da diff between pampers and diapers. haha there`s no such thing such pampers! onli diapers. haha pampers is a brand. diapers is da thing haha cos tt day during the hospital attachment we are talking bout this. haha finally noe le after checking da dict. =]] re-read my fod entries. haha kinda make me feel better. dun make me feel so sad over him. read wat my frens told me to encourage me. liyi biwei shu puiyin kaiqi hui huimin. liyi and biwei.. haha passing da note during mr tan`s lesson and not listening to him. haha kinda make me feel happier. remember wat they said. i am strong and i wun cry tt`s wat is said tt time. started thinking i could do it last time why not now. dumb. arrggh. iamstrongiwuncry. imissyouimissyousowhycantustaywhydiduhavetogo. heyys. sianx. jus back from tuition. so sianzzz!! tml need to go to sch for da sec ones again. for those who haven get their uniform. in da morning 93o. haha hope i wun be late and hope there will be no jam. haha hopehopehope. haha m hungry now. haha =pp hope all the uniform stuff will be settled by tml. haha got initiation cum promo parade rehearsal ytd. haha was okie la. but a lot of sec ones fall out. SEVEN at one go. *faintss. they stand under da hot sun for quite some time then they fall sick lo. haha so let them fall out cos dun wan them on actual parade to be sick. haha actual in da morning. hope sun not big so they can tahan thru out da parade. =pp good luck sec ones=] feel so irritated today in da morning. msg some pple then ya. suckss. why am i so stupid. to go and msg him. when i finally pluck up tt damn courage to msg him he will always be busy. SICK. whyyyyyyyyyy. w-h-y. everyday will ask myself.. msg or not msg. everytime see his sms tt he is not free will feel so fed up for da rest of the day and din bother to reply his last msg saying he's not free. cos. i dun like de feeling tt he's not replying. arrggh. sux. arrrggh. [49 days] hyess. ya fine i am sad again for no apparent reason. succks. I WAN TO BE HAPPY. JUST HAPPY. is it tt tough? heyss. went for hospital attachment on the very last day =X haha kind of stupid. do one day duty but wun be able to get de badge. but its fun=] was so happy tt finally be able to go=pp yeass. when reached TTSH [tan tock seng] i was like so blurr. duno anything. then good thing kaiqi py and hui was there, if not i will get lost haha so went up to the ward. then report to the nursing officer. da biggest in the ward. me and hui in 7b. py and kq in 8b. walked around.see if any paitents need any help eg. go toliet adjusting. blarr. stuff like this. most paitents are old old people. so fraglie. scare i break them or sth. and my hokkien suckss! abit chi abit eng abit hokkien. haha =X then i saw the doc trying to sace a paitents but unsucessfully. they did CPR on him lo. THEY EVEN ASK ME AND HUI IF WE WAN TRY. learnt quite alot of things. whao got to see this kind of real life thing. then saw the family cried. so sad =[ the trainee nurse who last did cpr on the man cried lo. so sadd. then last hour the other two came down. cos they not happy with their ward. our ward so nicee! =pp yeass. then wenr for dinner with them till7 like tt. then went home. [end of day] todayy: went imm. shopped. bro bought a converse shoe lo. haha i bought a op bag and skirtt. =p yeass. =pp heyss. haven been updating for some time. hahaha monday went back to sch for da sec ones. to get their uniform and see and check their uniform. haha yea.. not bad la. onli need one hour. then brought the nursings to buy the hairnets. let them choose cos got bun net thin hairnet thick hairnet. blarr. they dun even noe where is or wat is aries. hahaha they are so innocent. then after they buy then we went to have our lunch at jec. terrance went along =x dun ask me why cos HE DUN NEED A HAIRNET AT ALL. hahaha but anw talked to them over lunch.. got to noe more gossips!! muhahaha =pp reached home bout 2. then slept and went for tuition. haha went for meeting today. at 9am. blarr blarr blarr. haha jus like tt.. normal meeting. oh ya KAIQI AND PUIYIN AND HUIHUI: i dreamt tt u all said tt xxx is very niang u noe!!!! eeeewww. fancy dreaming bout it=pp thanks hor i had a nightmare. dreaming bout u three and xxx the niang person hahaha heyysss! today went to do da duty la. jus relaised it is a nursing home.. not a hospital.. as wat the sec ones said. haha=p almost late today. dad fetched me.. when i got off the car saw py and kq. so i was't tt late afterall la. =p board the bus.. did headcount. then set off le.once again i got no seat. haha but nvm. =pp then reached there.. nth much to do la. walked here walked there. blarr. duno wat else to say le. =] talk alot with them la. found out sth tt make me angry. =X shrugss. dun understand wat she thinking. reached back to sch bout 53o. reached home bout 6. had dinner. blarr. watched star awards! but bad la. quite funny=p enjoyed it. tml 915 must meet kaiqi to pass her my boots so she can go duty. haha she left her in sj room. sotong queen. then after tt 10 must reach sch for the sec ones. to check their uniform and blarr. hope they can wear their uniform soon=p he auto say heyyo to me today on msn!!! *screams heyyss. watching the repeat telecast of singapore idol. haha yup.. not bad la.. pple are saying sly sing until very awful. haha wasn't tt bad la. haha just got a call from elyas and cedric. confirmed tt they can make it tml to the hospital thingy. GOOD. haha cos we need replacement. two of them cant make it so ask another two.. comfirmed dad fetching me le=p grreat. haha jus changed channel to channle 8. got pan weibo!! he singing wo rang ni zou le. sorry if the pinyin is wrong. haha i sucks at pinyin. haha =p gort this hosiptal attachment at tan tock seng hospital. but i not going cos got tuition. haha blarr. bet mum also wun allow. can get tt home nursing badge. haha but too bad lo. dun wan quarrel with mum bout it also. so dun go lo. haha huimin just told me tt je popular got sell 5o blank cds @ onli 199o. haha cool.. will go buy it.. haha =pp thanks girl!! yin wei wo ai ni suo yi wo rang ni zou le heyss the old blog got duno wat prob.. so got a new one=pp enjoy=p heyss.
thanks puiyin=p and i am updating now! tml got sjab.. go to duno wat hospital to do some work i think. haha all i know is tt i need to ask the patients to go here or there. simple=p haha will be until 5 plus.. from morning seven 30 to 5.. long long hours sia. haha lucky not wearing full u.. onli pt kit=] there's onli like 9 sec ones going?! somemore 0dd number. hope they will enjoy it[= dad fetching me!! *at least i hope so. haha dun need to wake up sooo early le. wake up at 630. . good :]sis went out AGAIN. yucks she wan go out then go out. i wan go out also must ask mama. arrggh. btu one good thing is tt i can have da whole room to myself=p grrreat. mum bought my sch shoes for me. size 6. called my so many times to ask me wat size are my shoes. haha raining day again.. hope tml wun rain cos rainy day makes me wan to sleep! hahaha then later do duty halfway i fall asleep.. haha okie not funny. haha =p ` i miss u @ 111104. 204pm u can nv be replaced* |